What ya doin?

[Jodes]

I see lots of lurkers!!

I'm neurotically checking for new posts, fml!!!

 

[therhydler]

I see lots of lurkers!!

I'm neurotically checking for new posts, fml!!!

Me too...

 

[Whatshername]

I will disappoint you most of the time in that regard :) Even here, among (mostly) likeminded people I spend more time in word games than truly communicating. FML indeed.

 

[Jodes]

I will disappoint you most of the time in that regard :) Even here, among (mostly) likeminded people I spend more time in word games than truly communicating. FML indeed.

I don't see you in word games <frown>

You belong to this forum now <evil frown>

 

[Whatshername]

I don't see you in word games <frown>

You belong to this forum now <evil frown>

You don't? How's that possible?

Yes Sir, I definitely belong. I wish it wasn't true :(

 

[gingerplum]

You don't? How's that possible?

Yes Sir, I definitely belong. I wish it wasn't true :(

I'm looking at both of you

<squinty eyes>

 

[Final Escape]

I see lots of lurkers!!

I'm neurotically checking for new posts, fml!!!

Lol! Just getting up, made coffee

 

[Whatshername]

I'm looking at both of you

<squinty eyes>

Why the squinty eyes? We are all here for a reason, and it's not because we're happy and sane. My experience here is still mostly positive, many kindhearted people, you amongst them

 

[therhydler]

I'm staring at the spot where I was meant to do full hanging today and thinking fuck I can't do this

 

[thatguyakira123]

Just got done with my skateboarding sesh for the day. Planning on getting high and watching the matrix later if my anxiety fucks off.

 

[Sanguinius]

Going home from the psych ward

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Browsing the net, drinking tea and wishing that Feb was here already to CTB.

 

[Misanthrope]

Staring at the steam store with its wallet damaging sales of video games.

 

[Pegasus]

Eating carrot cake and drinking coffee.

 

[Lil_Intro_Vert]

Reading the Great Gatsby for school and listening to the new OmenXIII album

 

[Thoughtforms]

Waiting in a psych ward

 

[Lil_Intro_Vert]

Staring at the steam store with its wallet damaging sales of video games.

I feel that, I really hope i can cop arma 3 since it's only 12 euro!!!!!

 

[gingerplum]

Going home from the psych ward

So happy you're getting out!!

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Laying in bed, delaying that first morning pee because I'm a lazy son of a bitch. It's getting a little uncomfortable. Part of me wonders why I do these things to myself, and another wonders how fatal kidney damage is.

 

[Moony21]

Drinking tea and waiting till I go out to eat with family and friends, It's my birthday today.

 

[Meeseeks]

Drinking tea and waiting till I go out to eat with family and friends, It's my birthday today.

Happy birthday!? Hope you a peaceful day. How many trips around the sun?

 

[Meeseeks]

Sipping coffee. Aimlessly scrolling my phone. Probably should do something productive.

 

[Jodes]

Drinking tea and waiting till I go out to eat with family and friends, It's my birthday today.

Oooh tea hey? Onto the strong stuff already! :)

 

[Xaphous]

Recovering from the godawful headache practicing partial, now having coffee with some tequila in it. Talking to my 1 of 2 only long distance friends on telegram.

 

[Jodes]

Recovering from the godawful headache practicing partial, now having coffee with some tequila in it. Talking to my 1 of 2 only long distance friends on telegram.

How you doing other than the headache?

 

[Xaphous]

How you doing other than the headache?

Feel a lot better thanks for asking. I know tomorrow I will just wake with the same miserable cycle starting over again though, the anger and bitterness projected at me by parents as usual too.

 

[Jodes]

Feel a lot better thanks for asking. I know tomorrow I will just wake with the same miserable cycle starting over again though, the anger and bitterness projected at me by parents as usual too.

Your parents sound hard to deal with ..and escape from. What's their problem?

 

[Xaphous]

Your parents sound hard to deal with ..and escape from. What's their problem?

They are just bitter, use my depression and mental issues against me, even though I've never taken it out on them. My whole family would be a long story to share though in depth. Even if I moved out which I did for a while, I'm still trapped alone. It's like suffer here or suffer also alone elsewhere. I don't get that option to move out now anyway. In the 2 years I did live alone it was only slightly better really. All of this isn't their fault they haven't had it easy themselves but are just no help at all though.

 

[Jodes]

They are just bitter, use my depression and mental issues against me, even though I've never taken it out on them. My whole family would be a long story to share though in depth. Even if I moved out which I did for a while, I'm still trapped alone. It's like suffer here or suffer also alone elsewhere. I don't get that option to move out now anyway. In the 2 years I did live alone it was only slightly better really. All of this isn't their fault they haven't had it easy themselves but are just no help at all though.

Painful monotony. No other options? Rebel and make them see the error in their ways before going, and enjoy the fruits a little bit? Having a plan for CTB can make it easier to live life differently

 

[Xaphous]

Painful monotony. No other options? Rebel and make them see the error in their ways before going, and enjoy the fruits a little bit? Having a plan for CTB can make it easier to live life differently

They all work against me, they jump to life when my sisters come over who also don't speak a word to me. I'm treat like a martyr like I always was. The best solution would be to never see them again. I have zero social life so It's not like I have any escape anyway.