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what would you rather happen after you die


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mrpeter

mrpeter

Specialist
Jun 11, 2024
347
personally i'd rather cease to exist i don't want to live even if i'm happy
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
759
absolutely nothing. forever.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
278
If I reincarnate, I run the risk of going through this pain again. I don't like the thought of heaven nor hell. Eternal nothingness for me, thank you.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
197
Nothing. Just to be gone.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
666
I would rather cease to exist and not have to feel or do anything anymore. I want to escape my suffering and the desires I have that could lead to me being disappointed, unfulfilled or hurting me and/or other people. I don't want to have to go through the effort of living forever in the afterlife or having to keep going through more lives. I just want rest now.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,904
i want to never exist again. And i'm very sure that is what will happen 1 micro-second after my brain dies i will cease to exist forever, permanent non-existence, non-existence forever , eternal non-existence .

To never exist again is the only way to guarantee never suffering extremely so non-existence forever is the only perfection, the ultimate bliss ....
 
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Boots2Scoots

Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
35
Ya know how things were before you gained conciousness? That time when billions of years passed by without being aware? I want that again. But this next time, it'll be forever <3
 
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003

003

Stressed
Aug 22, 2024
56
Honestly, I would love to be reincarnated into a life I'm happy in.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,950
All I personally hope and wish for is permanent non-existence, it's all that's desirable to me and ideal to me, I'd always prefer to not exist but more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake at all, nothing would make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence. I see existence as the most cruel, futile burden that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for at all, I just want peace from it, I only hope for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep and for me peace could only lie in eternal non-existence. I just wish for this existence to be all gone and forgotten about for me, I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with this existence finally no longer my problem, I really wouldn't wish to exist at all under any circumstances, I just want peace instead.
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
354
I would want nothing, i'm sorry if god does exist but i can't imagine just being in a place for forever and doing stuff. Yeah, i used to wish when i was younger that i would live forever before i experienced all the pain. But now i just wish for nothing cause i really need peace.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,761
What I want and what I think is the likely outcome is that we cease to exist. If I could modify this though, I would like to have a final moment before I die where I get to say a massive "fuck you" to all of the pro lifers who are putting in a lot of effort to prolong my life for as long as possible as they failed to bring me back to this hell. Alas, I can't do that since being permanently non existent means to have no thoughts at all which means that I wouldn't even get to acknowledge this
 
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Prism

Prism

miles to go before I sleep
Jul 15, 2024
76
I guess I'm one of the few here who'd actually prefer there were a heaven. Not necessarily one described by any religion, just an ideal place devoid of suffering where I'm always happy. But maybe with an option to cease existing if I somehow ever tire of it. It'd just be nice to experience a place like that beforehand, since Earth definitely isn't it.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,904
What I want and what I think is the likely outcome is that we cease to exist. If I could modify this though, I would like to have a final moment before I die where I get to say a massive "fuck you" to all of the pro lifers who are putting in a lot of effort to prolong my life for as long as possible as they failed to bring me back to this hell. Alas, I can't do that since being permanently non existent means to have no thoughts at all which means that I wouldn't even get to acknowledge this
That would be what I do. Let's say I drink Sn . Then I'll have 12 minutes to celebrate going to unconsciousness knowing I will die when and how I want to , saying a big fu to the prolifers and knowing I won the ultimate victory
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,263
I'm so fucking tired of existing. I want to be done.
 
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Richard Langford

An ordinary older guy.
Jan 10, 2025
438
I guess I'm one of the few here who'd actually prefer there were a heaven. Not necessarily one described by any religion, just an ideal place devoid of suffering where I'm always happy. But maybe with an option to cease existing if I somehow ever tire of it. It'd just be nice to experience a place like that beforehand, since Earth definitely isn't it.
There's a few of us who aspire to suchlike and being with our nearest and dearest again.
 
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l.a557

New Member
Jan 24, 2025
4
this one's hard because i feel like all these options have drawbacks. Definitely don't want to go back to earth, and even if i make it to heaven could i stand being there for eternity? Will i get tired of it or is God able to make me eternally happy and blissful? Nothingness is the closest you can get to true bliss, but not existing anymore sounds just as scary as existing forever. I'll take hell for $100
 
platypus77

platypus77

Life! Don't talk to me about life!
Dec 11, 2024
97
As a young suicidal boy I had the weird feeling that I was living in just one of my dimensions, the idea of waking up in another life scared the shit out of me.
 

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