What would you do on your last day?

[Hello070700]

Like the title says, im just curious about you guys. Personally i would try the same thing death row prisoners do, get a good last meal, maybe take a long walk outside.

 

[Gossamer]

I probably won't eat, or maybe a few day before, get a meal at a fancy restaurant for once. What I want to do is to put on a good album, write something good in a final reverence, crack open a bottle and let go. Just let go.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Have a nice last meal. Maybe smoke a cigarette (I gave it up years ago). Listen to my favorite songs for the last time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd die of course, somehow and someday death will come eventually and this futile existence will finally be forgotten about. It's comforting to think of death erasing all the suffering existing causes, all I wish for is permanent peace from this existence.

 

[Ksmиda]

I would listen to my favourite music, go on a walk and write a final poem

 

[hikikomorizombie]

if i could have my ideal last day, i'd want to try the 2 drugs ive always wanted to but never have, preferably w some1 whose presence i actually enjoy (they don't exist). i'd get every food that sounded even slightly good & gorge myself on it. ride a motorcycle, fast. complete or @ least finish more of my list i made junior yr of Things I Wanna Do Before I Graduate, still w that person whose presence i actually enjoygo swimming. cuddle, kiss, & fuck for @ least 4 consecutive hours. beat my fastest driving speed.

since that's not possible, it'll prob just be like all my other days. might make it a point to get smthg sweet before i go though.

 

[computersrfun]

I'm going to get an expensive sushi dish I've always wanted to try, take a long walk around the lovely downtown area here that's filled with memories we shared, and listen to all the songs we used to listen to together, really taking in the world and it's beauty for the last time. Then I'll come home and spend the rest of the day pampering my pets, showing them how much I love them and appreciate them, and making sure they have adequate food and water and things to get them through until someone I trust will take care of them for me after I pass.

 

[Malaria]

Ideally on my last day I would eat my favorite food, listen to my favorite music, probably watch my favorite movie. Then I would probably write down my suicide note and say my last goodbyes to my loved ones.

 

[Chronosphere]

Probably will try to kill myself, I dunno.

 

[EyesOfNight]

Have a nice last meal. Maybe smoke a cigarette (I gave it up years ago). Listen to my favorite songs for the last time.

Smoking always comes back.

if i could have my ideal last day, i'd want to try the 2 drugs ive always wanted to but never have

What are those two drugs?

 

[hikikomorizombie]

What are those two drugs?

molly & heroini've done molly multiple times but never got the high from it even once</3 so technically ive never tried it, lol. i didn't know if you're on an SSRI it won't hit, & i was @ the timesigh.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

It would probably be pretty boring.
for the last day, it would be the day before my attempt, i think, because i'd still want to eat...
but i dont think i'd eat anything fancy.
my last day would just be checking the device i'd use, re-checking that the soc med and emails have been deactivated, appropriate requests have been sent regarding disconnecting the utilities, making sure the funds i have left (if any) have been transferred, etc.
i'd probably recheck the instructions i've left, making sure the cremation documents are in a location that's easily found.
Once those chores are done, i'd probably take a bath, read a book.
Probably talk to the universe, something along the lines of "uh, hey, its me, ready or not, here I come".

 

[Naked Weapon]

I would go out to eat multiple times (I've spent 10 years restricting my intake, after all), hold my partner, and listen to vinyls. I never wanted very much from life but it seems these are the only things I have to bring me peace.

 

[Hello070700]

I would go out to eat multiple times (I've spent 10 years restricting my intake, after all), hold my partner, and listen to vinyls. I never wanted very much from life but it seems these are the only things I have to bring me peace.

That seems beautiful, you do deserve to let go after 10 years of dieting

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

I will be nervous as fuck. since i have to CTB around 1 or 2 PM and my method of choise requires some fasting i wont be able to eat any relevant meal. Nonetheless ill have a dose of good single malt whiskey (Glenfiddich 16 years) to help aleviate the stress and also to potentiate the effect of N. Also i'll play my spotify special CTB playlist in the background.

 

[Hello070700]

I will be nervous as fuck. since i have to CTB around 1 or 2 PM and my method of choise requires some fasting i wont be able to eat any relevant meal. Nonetheless ill have a dose of good single malt whiskey (Glenfiddich 16 years) to help aleviate the stress and also to potentiate the effect of N. Also i'll play my spotify special CTB playlist in the background.

That seems about as good as it gets, im sorry you are so nervous but i am too so that's normal, i love the idea of a special playlist for this occasion

 

[InAgony]

Probably just a long walk in the countryside. I think I'd find it to hard to be around those close to me and I pretty much can't do anything else other than walk so that's what it would be.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'd just die. I mean what else even is there to do?

 

[Hello070700]

I'd just die. I mean what else even is there to do?

You are right, i just would want my last day to be good

 

[sserafim]

Not sure yet lol, I still have to plan it out. I think I would go traveling though

 

[Trakehner]

Final meal (at least 8 hours before)
and probably listen to my favorite music for the last time

 

[Alexander Neumann]

Sleep 10 hours without worrying about wasting time

 

[orAbleCk]

I think a lot of last minute bucket lists would be soiled by the thought of impending death so I think I would just try to have as normal a day as possible. I wouldn't be super hungry either so probably just a light snack or something that won't upset my stomach too bad. Watch the sunrise/sunset one last time, cuddle my pet as much as I can (make them swear they'll come and join me when they're ready lol), make up an excuse to hug/be near my parents and siblings. Definitely make some time for prayer and ask God for forgiveness for what I'm about to do and for not taking care of the body He gave me better. I think that's my greatest fear about death honestly, not being granted His forgiveness, but I do truly believe all sins once confessed can be forgiven if you truly admit your guilt without ego getting in the way. Maybe create something that lasts like a poem or a painting - I think we're all as human beings called to create in order to leave something behind that transcends physical body but I'm not super eloquent so these might just be scribbles or ramblings tbh.