Discussion What would need to happen for you to CTB ASAP with no more doubt or hesitation?

[wanttogetonthebus]

For me, if my parents die and by that time, if I'm not in a loving relationship with anyone or have some unrealistically large fortune of money piled up to keep this sad meat sack that is me somewhat alive for another day, no questions asked anymore, it's my time to go. I won't have anything anymore to make living with my chronic health conditions bearable for any longer. My new tinnitus makes me want to CTB anyway every time I hear it which is all the time. I barely have enough motivation to do anything anymore as it sucks nearly all the joy out of everything I do. I just have one of those personalities that values and absolutely needs periods of silence to thrive and feel well at all.

 

[HeckingHecked]

If I were falsely accused of sexual assault by my ex-friend with a grudge.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Hand me a gun.

 

[_Minsk]

same here, tinnitus is the absolute nightmare for silence lovers.. the health issues i can't resolve are way enough of a reason to me, im not sure, i haven't ctb yet, despite the fact that i still hang in since 10 years.. im not sure what else i would need to ctb without hesitation, maybe all my belongings going up in fire or serious head injury but even this might not be enough, maybe i would just need the deep feeling/knowing that its the right time
sending much love

 

[FuneralCry]

If my health got worse, I know that would push me over the edge and I would finally be able to overcome the SI. I would find a way to ctb straight away. It can be torture being trapped in a human body. Death is the one way to be free of all pain.