What would be features in your 'personalized' heaven?

[HereIGoAgain24]

I can't convince myself that an afterlife exists, but one idea that I do enjoy is the idea of a 'personalized Heaven'- the idea that your afterlife is catered to your interests, your desires, your deepest needs (honestly, I think I got the idea from an American Dad episode). With this in mind, if you were to die today and get your own personalized Heaven, what would it be like?

A couple of elements I'd have:
-I'd find the love of my (after)life. I've kind of accepted that in real life, I'm just not gonna find 'the one'- personality is too passive, not really handsome enough, interests aren't really developed or relatable enough to attract most women, and the women I'm generally into aren't really into me. Fair enough, can't force attraction, but it would be nice to find 'the one'.
-I'd be able to wipe my memory, get reincarnated, or end it all for real whenever I want. The idea of 'eternal existence' has always disturbed me; even as a kid when I believed in Jesus I was terrified of Heaven for this reason. I think if I had a way to 'reset' whenever I got bored, or to experience life as a different person, it'd help keep the eternal ennui at bay. Maybe I'd reach a point where I'm ready to terminate forever; who knows?
-There'd be a never-ending nature area to explore. I love nature, and hate that humans have basically destroyed it in the name of the fleeting high of industrialization. I want to see it come back.
-A door to any fictional universe I want to visit. I'd love to be able to go to the settings of Mass Effect, Harvest Moon, Pokemon, etc.
-I'd have some sort of purposeful work. I don't mind working in real life; the problem is that it often feels like there's nothing behind it. Either you're doing something downright horrible or you're doing something interminably dull and thankless (having worked as a marketer, administrator, and public school teacher, I've seen all of those).
-I could eat as much as I want, whenever I want, while keeping an athletic physique. Just because the amount of work I have to put into a bodybuilder physique in real life really isn't worth it.

Those are just a couple of my thoughts; I'd love to see yours.

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally only want non-existence, under no circumstances would I wish to be conscious of anything at all, I find existing to be deeply undesirable no matter what and also I just find existing so unnecessary, it just causes suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist I'll suffer, I just want to cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again and that is all that's ideal for me.

 

[Sockeye Salmon]

I too subscribe to the belief that the afterlife is a personalized sandbox catered to you specifically. As unrealistic as and as unlikely as it is, I like the idea.

I'll probably have:
-Revisiting my childhood days. Nowadays, being an adult is super hard and unfulfilling. I just want to be a kid again and I want to live through a 'perfected' version of my childhood, just take out all the flaws and bad moments from it and it'll be fun.
-Live through epic fantasies. Just taking cool stories from games and movies and placing me into it and just having fun I guess.
-Take out my frustrations and stuff. Being able to beat the shit out of bullies or just shoot guns or fuck shit up freely
-Create personalized movies, games, shows and stuff that's completely catered to my tastes
-Maybe make a version of life where I actually have good friends, do a fun job or be in a good school or something
-Lots of romance and sex, because I'm a lonely loser who'll never have a meaningful connection. I can conjure up any character I want to fall in love with and just be happy with them

I'll be content if the afterlife is just that. Though it being nothingness is also okay for me, I'd at least want to live through some happiness first. Reincarnation or a stereotypical, religious based afterlife is a no no and I'd rather have nothingness.

 

[TheHolySword]

I don't want anything at all. If I cannot have it in this real existence then I do not want it. When I am gone, I want to be gone.