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Just as the title says, as honestly as you can, what words would you use to describe who you are, positive and negative? To start, I would describe myself as an extreme underachiever, loner, ugly, honest, caring, kind, jealous, stubborn, perfectionist, analytical, pessimistic. I may add more as I come up with them. Just giving an example to get started. Let's see how many commonalities there are.

edit: add cynical, lonely, depressed, angry
 
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Ugly face, mentally ill, failure
 
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its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
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Needy. Funny too, if you have a masochistic sense of humor.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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hopeless, sad, depressing, empty, hurt, upset, pointless and many other similar words. I just do not belong in this world, there is nothing for me here.
 
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Life interrupted

Trapped in life
Mar 18, 2022
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Unlucky/ cursed
 
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I'm as depressed as I have ever been, and I think as I can be. I honestly don't want to be in this world anymore. Still, though, positive attributes don't just somehow vanish. You still ARE who you ARE. If you had positive attributes before, and I'm sure even the most heinous, monstrous, murderer has some, then you still have them, even if your outlook on life is bleak and you feel nothing but despair.
 
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magicalsarcoma

sending love to cats
Apr 4, 2022
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I had a nickname on other sites and in messengers - elegiac garbage
 
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Specialist
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Artistic
 
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Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
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Artistic, pragmatic, occasionally funny, not a complete moron, pessimistic, stubborn, loyal, tenacious, nuts.
 
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Jun 14, 2019
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I'm empathetic, caring, quick, selectively mute, hideous, awkward, spiritual, bizarre, eye-catching.
 
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I'm empathetic, caring, quick, selectively mute, hideous, awkward, spiritual, bizarre, eye-catching.
I think we're all a little bizarre, especially compared to the norm, whatever that is. Maybe we're just bizarre to them.
 
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magicalsarcoma

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That's like a username, though. How about adjectives describing personality traits that describe you.
Oh, okay
Then, i guess, these adjectives would be useless, inappropriate, wellwishing, gambling, curious, stubborn, vindictive, freedom-loving, instable, imaginative, avid, fearless, devasted, thoughtful
 
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Oh, okay
Then, i guess, these adjectives would be useless, inappropriate, wellwishing, gambling, curious, stubborn, vindictive, freedom-loving, instable, imaginative, avid, fearless, devasted, thoughtful
There's a lot of positive ones in that list. Actually, most are positive.
 
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magicalsarcoma

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There's a lot of positive ones in that list. Actually, most are positive.
Interesting. English isn't my native language, i looked up the definition from dictionaries for about 2-3 words
I would say that most of them are neutral or ambivalent
 
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Well, in my opinion, and that's the only one I have and can use, I find words like well-wishing, stubborn, freedom-loving, imaginative, fearless, thoughtful, avid, curious to all be positive attributes. I guess it's all about perception, isn't it?
 
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magicalsarcoma

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Well, in my opinion, and that's the only one I have and can use, I find words like well-wishing, stubborn, freedom-loving, imaginative, fearless, thoughtful, avid, curious to all be positive attributes. I guess it's all about perception, isn't it?
About perception - definitely. Thought i could write here why 6/8 of the words you listed can be negative, including negative in the meaning inconvenient for their owner. But i assumed it might be inappropriate, hah
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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Heartbroken, lonely, failure, depressed, anxious, sick, pain, numb, empathetic, educated
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
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Lonely, fucked, confused, heartbroken, used, ruined, disgusting, hated, spoiled, pretty, stupid, pathetic, useless, toy, jealous, traumatized, annoying
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
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Genuine, faithful, pessimistic, needy, lonely, honest and perfectionist.
 
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Student
Aug 27, 2020
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sensitive, tortured, unstable, artistic, idealistic, loyal, unsociable, detached, distrustful, self involved, resentful, plagued, repulsive, guarded, destructive, reclusive.
 
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Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
loser, loner, unfit
 
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Fadeawaaaay

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Heartbroken, verbose, fraudulent, terrified, anxious, numb, angry, hopeless, delusional, broken, washed up, resigned, erratic, compulsive, once witty, spoiled, weak- willed, impatient, failed…
 
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UnravelingWinter

I wish I was a sunflower
Mar 19, 2022
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Pessimistic, hurt, scared, lonely, insecure, timid
 
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LacunaLacrimalis

And miles to go before I sleep
Apr 12, 2022
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Empty
 
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HappyForever?

Love from the deepest dream
Feb 14, 2021
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Unattractive
 
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Chubby, moody, erratic, neurodivergent, immature, hilarious, impulsive, kind, confused, snappy, introverted, bisexual, a burden, mentally ill, suicidal, insatiable, unstable, hedonistic, trying, miserable, lost.
 
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