I haven't received my Corona bucks yet (I did work last year and did file taxes). When I receive it, I plan to save most of it and hopefully someday even temporarily move out of my parents' place to get my own place or rent at someone else's home. I don't think I'd be able to do that until the pandemic is over (which could still be many months from now). I want to get my own place, even temporarily so I am able to more comfortably CTB with less chance of interference.
Since I live with my parents (ever since my living arrangement changed end of last year, in 2019) right now, it's difficult to get my things and also find a golden opportunity to CTB. However, I'm just about ready to check out, just have to wait until the right time and opportunity to do so (as well as getting my method back into direct access).
Also I see no point in doing many other things in life that are unattainable (won't get into all the details because I don't want to detract from the topic and it's rather long), so pretty much once I've decided that life sucks, it isn't for me, then at the end, money wouldn't really matter since I'll be dead. Another thing is I ask myself, what's the point in participating in society, making all the money, and living a long life full of suffering with maybe short times of reprieve? Why support a society that effectively shits on me and my rights (right to choice between life or death) as well as people in my boat? Therefore, I'm just using my corona bucks in order to secure my self deliverance.