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What will be your method and why?
Thread starterVikingWinger
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Mine: the night-night method. With some pillows and strong tape.
Why: I'm scared other methods are painful and don't know how to do them. This one seems simple.
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Mine: the night-night method. With some pillows and strong tape.
Why: I'm scared other methods are painful and don't know how to do them. This one seems simple.
Preferred method: stranding myself in the ocean with plenty of diazepam (take antiemetic first). Can't figure out how to do this, but am wondering whether I could hire a jet ski and get far enough away before someone notices.
Otherwise, my backup methods are:
Night-night method
Improvised night-night method (if I can't get the ratchet strap and/or padding). Strap replaced with tourniquet, homemade padding
Partial hanging
If I had access to N or a gun, then these would also be in my list.
Just smoking drinking an other things. Hopefully if the mind is detiorated enough itl just physically stop my body. But prob argon an exit bag. That I idea of urs sounds difficult an I have no idea. Do u get wasted before celotaping a peloow to yr head?
Preferred method: stranding myself in the ocean with plenty of diazepam (take antiemetic first). Can't figure out how to do this, but am wondering whether I could hire a jet ski and get far enough away before someone notices.
Otherwise, my backup methods are:
Night-night method
Improvised night-night method (if I can't get the ratchet strap and/or padding). Strap replaced with tourniquet, homemade padding
Partial hanging
If I had access to N or a gun, then these would also be in my list.
Check the [Resource] List of resources. there's a link to the night-night mega thread
Yeah, the night night sounds good. My only scare is that I somehow will panic and loosen it. In my case I would just place to firm pillows around each side of my neck, tape around them to hold them and tighten it with a ratchet strap.
Just smoking drinking an other things. Hopefully if the mind is detiorated enough itl just physically stop my body. But prob argon an exit bag. That I idea of urs sounds difficult an I have no idea. Do u get wasted before celotaping a peloow to yr head?
Don't know if getting drunk really would help, but the point is to choke yourself and pass out from to elements on each side of your neck. That can be done by taping whatever is suitable on each artery on the neck as long as its tightened, from what I understand.
Preferred method: stranding myself in the ocean with plenty of diazepam (take antiemetic first). Can't figure out how to do this, but am wondering whether I could hire a jet ski and get far enough away before someone notices.
Otherwise, my backup methods are:
Night-night method
Improvised night-night method (if I can't get the ratchet strap and/or padding). Strap replaced with tourniquet, homemade padding
Partial hanging
If I had access to N or a gun, then these would also be in my list.
Check the [Resource] List of resources. there's a link to the night-night mega thread
jet ski sounds too dangerous. Jet skis a usually so fun thatl make u feel differently about life. Just joking really but now that I think about it. U could get heaps of gas for a few hours an just boost it outwards
Only problem is theyl prob call coast guard an that puts pressure on you. Want to do it on your own time. Plus u gotta be sober enough to hire it. Trippy idea
Yeah, the night night sounds good. My only scare is that I somehow will panic and loosen it. In my case I would just place to firm pillows around each side of my neck, tape around them to hold them and tighten it with a ratchet strap.
Don't know if getting drunk really would help, but the point is to choke yourself and pass out from to elements on each side of your neck. That can be done by taping whatever is suitable on each artery on the neck as long as its tightened, from what I understand.
Hanging seemed the only thing easy to arrange, but I don't feel like it's going to work for me, so back to the drawing board. Nitrogen would be my preferred method.
Hanging seemed the only thing easy to arrange, but I don't feel like it's going to work for me, so back to the drawing board. Nitrogen would be my preferred method.
I did the same but ye requires physciall usuage. Nitrogen or helium have to be the most peaceful methods in some country's done properly. Worst fear is fukin up an having a scar on my neck an tryna explain it to people.
jet ski sounds too dangerous. Jet skis a usually so fun thatl make u feel differently about life. Just joking really but now that I think about it. U could get heaps of gas for a few hours an just boost it outwards
Only problem is theyl prob call coast guard an that puts pressure on you. Want to do it on your own time. Plus u gotta be sober enough to hire it. Trippy idea
It's a method I've only just started to work on. The horizon is 2.9 miles (4.7km) away. The slowest jet skis can travel at around 40mph, so I could in theory be out of sight in under 5 mins (although I'd have to allow more time if the sea is choppy). I would obviously add an additional 10 mins or more to get further away, probably changing direction slightly.
I think I'd also need to take the following:
Something to send the jet ski away from me once I enter the water, so some type of rope to fix the steering and something to lock the throttle (preferred but optional as I could just swim away from it)
Some weights to pull me down
A flotation device to keep me up and that can be punctured/jettisoned at the right time - oh, they give you one of those for free
I'd take the diazepam as early as possible once I'm confident I'm not being followed
Also, it would be really useful if I could also understand the currents.
This method would tick all the boxes for me:
It has to be 100% successful (ok, there's still some risk of being followed/found)
Once I'm in the water and the jet ski is gone, I don't have to worry about SI
My body would not be recovered
I forgot to add jumping as a last resort in my 1st post. This is gonna sound stupid, but it's a last resort because I'm scared of heights
I'm now torn between SN DSMO and N. The latter doesn't require fasting or antiemetics, but does require a camp site of sorts.
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Both require a camp site, now that I think about it.
It's a method I've only just started to work on. The horizon is 2.9 miles (4.7km) away. The slowest jet skis can travel at around 40mph, so I could in theory be out of sight in under 5 mins (although I'd have to allow more time if the sea is choppy). I would obviously add an additional 10 mins or more to get further away, probably changing direction slightly.
I think I'd also need to take the following:
Something to send the jet ski away from me once I enter the water, so some type of rope to fix the steering and something to lock the throttle (preferred but optional as I could just swim away from it)
Some weights to pull me down
A flotation device to keep me up and that can be punctured/jettisoned at the right time - oh, they give you one of those for free
I'd take the diazepam as early as possible once I'm confident I'm not being followed
Also, it would be really useful if I could also understand the currents.
This method would tick all the boxes for me:
It has to be 100% successful (ok, there's still some risk of being followed/found)
Once I'm in the water and the jet ski is gone, I don't have to worry about SI
My body would not be recovered
I forgot to add jumping as a last resort in my 1st post. This is gonna sound stupid, but it's a last resort because I'm scared of heights
%100 success idk lol. Ud really be counting on the drugs an weights could be suspicious. Ud piss off the jet ski owner too. He's got mouths to feed. Better off buying ur own cheap kawyak with semi dry cement to put ur feet in. Make a day of it out in the sun somewhere lowkey. Can take what ever else too dive belt etc. Just my wasted 2 cents lol
keeping it simple but efficient I've N & a bottle of metoclopramide. I will not survive 15g of pentobarbital. I thought I would have used it already but here I am. It's getting worse & worse, birthday is coming up; I don't think I'll make it thru summer.
I'm now torn between SN DSMO and N. The latter doesn't require fasting or antiemetics, but does require a camp site of sorts.
...
Both require a camp site, now that I think about it.
Rat poison or cyanide. I don't want to ruin my body or have someone find me all twisted or bloodied or purple from hanging. I'd like to die looking pleasant, don't want nasty imagery for whoever finds me
I've practiced it so much I'm confident in my practical ability to do it right. On the verge of passing out a number of times. Passed out once but the rope I was using at the time snapped.
I've practiced it so much I'm confident in my practical ability to do it right. On the verge of passing out a number of times. Passed out once but the rope I was using at the time snapped.
Rat poison or cyanide. I don't want to ruin my body or have someone find me all twisted or bloodied or purple from hanging. I'd like to die looking pleasant, don't want nasty imagery for whoever finds me
If the hanging is done right then there wouldn't necessarily be any discolouration or bloating. I plan to put arrangements in place to ensure the police find my body after enough time has passed for me to be completely dead.
I've known people who jumped off Golden Gate & Beachy Head. Despite having N, I've always felt that even tho I'm not strong, there should be pain involved in my death. This past weekend I took a look at some local bridges; mainly too see what my friend went thru on GGB. If I got the courage I would have jumped. But even the bridges near me in NYC (looked at the George Washington & the Verrazano narrows). I don't know how I could ever do it.
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