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Escapee

Student
Jan 14, 2023
163
"Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit".
 
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dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
I'll probably say some form of goodbye to a girl I like but in a way that doesn't sound like I'm about to die. Probably something along the lines of thanking her for being a friend. Then, I'll probably keep my mouth shut until I do it.
 
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HollowTree

HollowTree

Hollow
Feb 14, 2023
52
"Fuck it".
 
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ghostpersonthing

Member
Feb 14, 2023
9
I was going to say I'll leave a recording of me saying thank you to someone for being one of the only people that I can connect with but that'd mess with their head too much
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
386
"hasta la vista baby"
 
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jorheslen428

Member
May 4, 2023
90
Fuck you
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
See you soon, Patti
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
Nothing. Just a tear and a breath.
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
939
Tell my parents my estimated arrival time, so they can meet me at the Heavenly Bus Station!

1685062309869
 
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painfullife123

Member
May 12, 2023
52
Bye
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
939
Say when is your estimated time of departure?

I don't know because I have IP scheduled next month for ketamine treatment which is supposed to be promising for my condition.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,849
I would prefer for there to be an absence of words personally, to me words are so meaningless and empty.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
I will look up to the sky and say " Here I come God, you festering shitty arsehole. I need to have serious words with you ".
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
436
I don't think I would say anything. I like the silence more. My last convo will probably be with my best friend. I'll try to mentally prepare them as much as I can.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
Knowing me, I'll be humming a memorable song before doing the deed.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
Last words are overrated. I'll just listen to whatever music strikes my fancy and depart in silence
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,208
Dunno. But maybe my last words will be just like "SILENCE", no words to be said before the soul (the energy of life) is being reunited with the cosmic web.
 
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DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
282
I'm fairly quiet so silence will probably be the way I go as well. Seems fitting. Or maybe a little pep talk like "you got this!"
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
Damn, this is an incredibly hard question. I really have no idea at all. Thank you for that thought!
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
515
Nothing. No note, no words, just me disappearing and never returning.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
"Hope this works".

The weird thing about ctb is you'll never know if you succeed, only if you fail 🫤
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,429
If I'm in pain, I'll probably swear and curse.
 
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
i never speak anyway, so i probably wont say anything. depends how i go. i might gasp "fuck this hurts" lol
 
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tweaka2x

tweaka2x

CCCdreams
May 26, 2023
83
I would prefer for there to be an absence of words personally, to me words are so meaningless and empty.
Words have been thrown around too much. They used to be full of meaning all of which has ceased.
 
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BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
105
"Welp, goodnight y'all" or something along those lines.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Why do people dramatize their deaths? Do you expect to have an audience? Life is not a movie.
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
386
Why do people dramatize their deaths? Do you expect to have an audience? Life is not a movie.
You don't know me.

I could be the embodiment of Arnold Schwarzenegger~
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,089
It depends on how you die.
If willingly...ahhh....
If driving...son of a bitch...
 

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