What was the worst thing said to you while contemplating ctb?

[Saga]

as the title implies...what was the worst thing that was said to you during the time you opened up to someone about your plan of ctb'ing?..

this was said to me by a guy that i was with..

"If you want to die..just die..I don't care anymore I don't want you in my life"

 

[ericwilkinson]

Between my 'friends' online and my family members:

"Only cowards commit suicide"

"You'll go to hell if you kill yourself"

"There's someone worse than you who doesn't want to kill themselves".

 

[SinisterKid]

I never told anyone of my plans, so no one could possibly say anything. The first psych I saw as I came out of a coma told me I was a selfish bastard, which was a bit harsh as I had just woken up.

 

[Shamana]

I dunno. My father said he would never forgive me if I comitted suicide. I don't want to commit suicide because I am an asshole. It's because I don't want to keep living with ever reducing quality of life. Most people don't seem to get this.

 

[a_strange_day]

I've never been told anything bad since I'm not talking about this to anyone but my shrink, and each time she quickly diverts the conversation on another topic.
she seems so uncomfortable when I try to stick to the subject, and that's sad because I'm not really interested in anything else, she cant help and she knows it

but I'm trying to help her overcome her fears about this

 

[Maravillosa]

Last summer, when I told my brother that I was feeling suicidal, he told me, "You're always suicidal." (Not quite true.) He added, "Suicide is selfish. Why don't you live and deal with the stress?"

 

[Saga]

Last summer, when I told my brother that I was feeling suicidal, he told me, "You're always suicidal." (Not quite true.) He added, "Suicide is selfish. Why don't you live and deal with the stress?"

thats so sad...when you thought you had someone to lean on they just tell you to suck it up

 

[21Neberg]

as the title implies...what was the worst thing that was said to you during the time you opened up to someone about your plan of ctb'ing?..

this was said to me by a guy that i was with..

"If you want to die..just die..I don't care anymore I don't want you in my life"

I'm sorry that guy said that to you. Those words were clearly hurtful, but you've already suffered enough. I just want you to know that there's plenty of people that do care. My inbox is always open to vent - I always reply when I have internet. Wishing you a nice weekend.

 

[Saga]

I'm sorry that guy said that to you. Those words were clearly hurtful, but you've already suffered enough. I just want you to know that there's plenty of people that do care. My inbox is always open to vent - I always reply when I have internet. Wishing you a nice weekend.

Thank you so much I'll keep that in mind

 

[Oblivion Lover]

My parents, the only people I actively interact with, had never said anything very harsh to me about it, but they are very condescending and annoying. They think I do it for attention and that I'm not really serious, so they dismiss it and say that I know nothing about life and will get over it soon (they say the same thing when I mention being an antinatalist). Maybe they're right. Soon I will no longer be suicidal anymore, 'cause I'll be dead.

 

[Saga]

My parents, the only people I actively interact with, had never said anything very harsh to me about it, but they are very condescending and annoying. They think I do it for attention and that I'm not really serious, so they dismiss it and say that I know nothing about life and will get over it soon (they say the same thing when I mention being an antinatalist). Maybe they're right. Soon I will no longer be suicidal anymore, 'cause I'll be dead.

I know how it feels being treated like " its all just drama" but they dont really know whats going on inside and instead turn a blind eye.. i dont get it at all :(,sorry about your parents

 

[InkBlot]

All of my answers have essentially been covered.

"Why would you do this to ME? Dont you care how this affects ME? "

"What about armless and legless Timmy over there. He lost his limbs, his wife, and his child in a car accident, but he still wants to be alive. He found a purpose in giving speeches about drunk driving. You're just crying about nothing. "

"Hell is where you'll go. Except everyone else will get to torture you, since your only sin is self harm. "

 

[HGL91]

All of my answers have essentially been covered.

"Why would you do this to ME? Dont you care how this affects ME? "

"What about armless and legless Timmy over there. He lost his limbs, his wife, and his child in a car accident, but he still wants to be alive. He found a purpose in giving speeches about drunk driving. You're just crying about nothing. "

"Hell is where you'll go. Except everyone else will get to torture you, since your only sin is self harm. "

Armless and legless Timmy doesn't have the physical ability to kill himself, so he makes do.

 

[sunny.sativa]

Armless and legless Timmy doesn't have the physical ability to kill himself, so he makes do.

False! Armless and Legless Timmy could, with maximum effort, roll off of an overpass. Or say.. try swimming..
lol bad jokes but.. true shit.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I was told I only had suicidal ideation and that I don't actually want to die as I am only attention seeking and apparently this is the only way I can get it...!! Yea one foot off a bridge before being pulled back by cops is flipping attention seeking!

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I haven't had anything horrible like some people. I did tell a buddy I wanted to die and he did say something like "You still have things to do"
It did piss me off. You would think he could text every once in a while to see if I'm ok. He does have a lot of stuff going on in his life but how hard is a hello text.

 

[HGL91]

@not-2-b-the-answer Did you ask him what these oh so important things were that you had to do?!?

False! Armless and Legless Timmy could, with maximum effort, roll off of an overpass. Or say.. try swimming..
lol bad jokes but.. true shit.

Pffffff Hahaha! Sorry. I shouldn't laugh. Okay, you're right. You're right! If Humpty Dumpty can have a great fall, Timmy can do it too!

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

"Any way to get rid of you would be amazing"

I'm not sure if it was intended like that. Maybe it was.

 

[HGL91]

Oh and worst thing response for me was my mom saying "You're going to the psych unit." And then I did go to the psych unit and it really sucked.

"Any way to get rid of you would be amazing"

I'm not sure if it was intended like that. Maybe it was.

You know, if you committed suicide, that person could have gone to jail like that girlfriend who told her boyfriend she was tired of him talking about suicide and told him to just do it already!

People really need to learn to think before they speak...

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

You know, if you committed suicide, that person could have gone to jail like that girlfriend who told her boyfriend she was tired of him talking about suicide and told him to just do it already!

People really need to learn to think before they speak...

It wasn't really directly in response to me telling I want to kill myself. But I had done that earlier and they certainly remembered it.

It lacks context too of course, I had done something to piss them off, but it hit me really hard in the moment.

 

[Sabriel]

"Whose fault was it that you were on top of that building?"

 

[thedutchguy]

Not so much what they said but 1 about what he did. He told more ppl around him I'm suicidal. So broken the trust he get annoyed when I'm talking about but keep asking question and statement of his own point of view to keep me here for his selfishness not to loose me.

The other one gets me, tries to pull me out but can be honest about it. Can say I'm tired of all this. She said would be sad to see you go and leave my on this world all by myself. You are the only thing what I've got. But she gets my point of view and knows I'm really close on the edge of doing a CTB.

 

[seekingoblivion]

Been told to get over it and that I have nothing to kill myself for. Also to just go ahead and do it.

 

[Halo13]

I was told shortly after my mother died "if you're really that upset, just kill yourself and stop crying about it!". That was pretty bad. Had my stomach pumped two days later from an overdose.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

reading some of the replies here, makes you realise how cruel humans can be, its awful :(

 

[andy69]

He said nothing. Didn't care at all.

 

[Saga]

so sorry to hear all of everyones pain when we all seem like drama king and queens to them...they dont know how much a person can take until it happens to them

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

@not-2-b-the-answer Did you ask him what these oh so important things were that you had to do?!?


Pffffff Hahaha! Sorry. I shouldn't laugh. Okay, you're right. You're right! If Humpty Dumpty can have a great fall, Timmy can do it too!

I didn't ask .. I don't think he knew …. just some bullshit to make me think I need to be here.

 

[HGL91]

I didn't ask .. I don't think he knew …. just some bullshit to make me think I need to be here.

Him spouting BS sounds about right!

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Him spouting BS sounds about right!

Exactly !!!!