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DeathBySuicide

DeathBySuicide

Member
Nov 30, 2020
46
I do cutting, but occasionally I bruise myself and I jumped from a tree once (not the best self harm method tbh)
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I do living. It's killing me and making me go mad little by little.
 
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darksideofthebright

darksideofthebright

Check in on your happy friend
Nov 10, 2020
251
I struggle with bulimia so being bulimic is my way of self-harm. It used to be because of my body image issues, but now I'm doing it because I feel like self-punishment is the only thing I have control over.
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
Honestly living with my anxiety and depression could be considered self harm I guess. I also don't eat that much
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
Does sleeping my life away count
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
Used to binge drink.
 
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Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
I cut and sometimes pinch myself or dig my nails into my skin. It helps with my anxiety for a brief time.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Most I would do is dig my nails into my arms if things get too bad.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
Cutting, pinching, bruising and the ones l can't control is anxiety, depression, living
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Used to punch or slap myself in the head often because that's what my family did when I acted out of line or did something bad. Stopped doing it after I developed tinnitus and constant headaches.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
2,493
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waterstrider

waterstrider

cold
Nov 29, 2020
400
Many of the ones mentioned above

I used to cut my thighs.
I used to starve myself for days.
I used to hit my arms until they were bruised.
I used to drink way too much until I had a blackout.
I used to crush up pills and take them all at once.

Nowadays I thankfully only do lots of physical activity (as a way to cope with everything) and have slight anorexic tendencies.
 
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Isadeth

Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,538
I used to cut. Haven't in many years. Smoking is my vice and will probably eventually lead to harm. Besides that, just life.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
Oh and I used to binge and purge. Though I was insane enough to think it was good for you so I didn't see it as self harm.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Cutting.
 
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lobster salad

lobster salad

overcooked :(
Aug 27, 2020
246
I strike the same spot on my arm over and over again for an hour with a dull serrated blade. It leaves a lovely bloody scratch. Sometimes I do it in a way to write/carve/draw something there, although my art isn't the best. Also I tear my hair out, hair on my body that isn't covered by clothing is just ripped off when im down (often) so nobody knows. Another thing I do is pop every single Whitehead I see on my body. As u may expect, my body is in shambles now from these coping activities. Well im not on meds so I guess it aint too bad? Doing other stuff doesn't really help as much as self distraction with physical pain, that's for me.
 
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Lilmeowssi

Lilmeowssi

I just want peace
Sep 6, 2019
77
I do cutting, but occasionally I bruise myself and I jumped from a tree once (not the best self harm method tbh)

When I feel too much pressure building up inside myself, so that it feels like I am about to burst, I pick on my skin on my wrists until it comes off. It doesn't hurt while I am doing it, only afterwards.
 
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Okami

Student
Mar 16, 2018
124
I try to resist, but when my self-hatred gets too strong, I start scratching my arms pretty hard. Sometimes it feels like that's the only thing that helps.

I also purposely look at things that depress me, since I feel like I deserve it.
 
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thx1138

thx1138

Student
Jun 28, 2019
160
Cutting or burning with a cigarette or a lighter. Picking at any scratches or pimples. Peeling the skin from my lips, feet, and around the fingernails. Biting the inside of my mouth until it bleeds. Kicking a wall. (But I don't anymore because it's too noisy and I broke my big toe once lol.) Taking a very hot shower ---> this is the safest one, and if anyone is considering self harm, please do this first. It may defeat the urge. Cold shower could work too. Vigorous exercise is another safe and even healthy one!
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
732
I starve myself. But when it gets worse i would knock my head off. The lightheadness distracts me from my panic attacks.

Thankfully its a bit better now. Having more people around doesnt really give me the privacy to do so.
 
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Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
508
I have never harmed myself out of depression. Though I occasionally have bad thoughts about myself like "I'm a loser", "I'm a retard", "I'll always be an outcast" and so on. Not sure if that counts but I might consider that mental self harm because that shit hurts, too.
 
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Cutting, starving and skin picking. Used to pull my hair and eyelashes out but don't do it anymore.
 
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Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
301
Cutting. It used to be quite shallow but several times a day, but now I've just switched to a couple deep ones whenever I'm in the mood. Don't know which option's worse tbh.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Just living life.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
Living for the sake of others

Also hitting myself when I get overwhelmed. Used to cut but can't easily get away with that anymore.
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
Binge drinking.
Binge eating.
Hitting my own head and face and banging my head against walls till I'm black and blue.
Cutting (more rarely now).
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,664
Just waking up does enough harm on a daily basis.
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
368
I used to cut myself, and only do it very sporadically. I have to admit that I bruise myself nearly everyday, in the shower (I just started doing it there and never stopped).
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
I give myself very deep cuts on my legs. Usually end up having to staple them shut. Beats going to a+e to be judged.
 
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