What to do while you wait for your "products" to arrive? Nothing makes sense anymore.

[kdu0]

I can't watch movies, read any books, hit the gym, or even work. I'm probably going to lose my clients, but I don't care. It just doesn't make sense to do anything while I know what my faith is. (it's three days from today, I guess).
I'm trying to stay drunk all the time, but it's hard as I moved back to my dad's home. Nothing makes sense anymore.
I've already cut ties with two clients and asked them to pay me what they owed me so far because I won't be working for them anymore.

 

[Wayfaerer]

You could self-medicate with substances that aren't alcohol. For instance, phenibut is something you could order online and get shipped to your house in 2 days w/ free shipping. I could pm you the source if your interested.

 

[kdu0]

You could self-medicate with substances that aren't alcohol. For instance, phenibut is something you could order online and get shipped to your house in 2 days w/ free shipping. I could pm you the source if your interested.

But it's barely the same thing, right?

 

[Wayfaerer]

But it's barely the same thing, right?

It's like drinking but energizing and you keep a clear head. You won't stagger or slur your words. Caution, though, because if you use it daily tolerance builds very fast. If you do so, I'd only recommend it if you are 100% sure you want to ctb because it's time consuming to come off of it but easily do-able (it's only addictive with daily use.) DO NOT combine it with alcohol.

imo, it's even better than drinking and I used to do a lot of that.

 

[kdu0]

It's like drinking but energizing and you keep a clear head. You won't stagger or slur your words. Caution, though, because if you use it daily tolerance builds very fast. If you do so, I'd only recommend it if you are 100% sure you want to ctb because it's time consuming to come off of it but easily do-able.

I'm gonna die Saturday, who cares about tolerance. Thank you, though. I already have a huge tolerance to benzos.
Anyway, I'll try to post here ASAP after my attempt. Been following the full SN regime and doing everything on the book. If I don't do it after, like, two weeks, you can consider me successful.

 

[Wayfaerer]

I'm gonna die Saturday, who cares about tolerance. Thank you, though. I already have a huge tolerance to benzos.
Anyway, I'll try to post here ASAP after my attempt. Been following the full SN regime and doing everything on the book. If I don't do it after, like, two weeks, you can consider me successful.

Benzo's and alcohol act on GABA-A receptors while phenibut (and a few others) act on GABA-B. I was prescribed a benzo when I ran out of phenibut one time and it barely did anything for me. I don't know what else to recommend (that's legal) except Kratom which is an mild opiod-like substance.

EDIT: I've just noticed you're from Brazil so I'm sure what I've recommended is not going to be possible anyway.

Good luck if you're sure this is what you want to do.

 

[kdu0]

Benzo's and alcohol act on GABA-A receptors while phenibut (and a few others) act on GABA-B. I was prescribed a benzo when I ran out of phenibut one time and it barely did anything for me. I don't know what else to recommend (that's legal) except Kratom which is an mild opiod-like substance.

EDIT: I've just noticed you're from Brazil so I'm sure what I've recommended is not going to be possible anyway.

Good luck if you're sure this is what you want to do.

Yep, we don't have Phenibut OTC here but we have Baclofen, Soma, and Morphine.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Yep, we don't have Phenibut OTC here but we have Baclofen, Soma, and Morphine.

They have those OTC?!

 

[kdu0]

Yep. Morphine is actually sold as "opium", though. Which is a phototherapyc sold for nausea and diarrhea
But Adderall is banned. The only amphetamine we have is Vyvanse.
i'll be using soma this weekend when I CTB (hopefully, pray for me). Second best sleep aid ever, after Ambien (which is RX only :( ).

 

[deltahead]

you could always sit around in a fog and agonize about whether or not the fucking thing is even going to arrive because the package tracking's been stuck in the same place for like 5 days, and you don't know if something bad's happened or your country's mail system is just slow and horrible.

 

[kdu0]

you could always sit around in a fog and agonize about whether or not the fucking thing is even going to arrive because the package tracking's been stuck in the same place for like 5 days, and you don't know if something bad's happened or your country's mail system is just slow and horrible.

c'mon