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peacecomingsoon

peacecomingsoon

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Dec 28, 2025
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With my CTB planned for 6 days time, I've been wrapping things up and one thing to do is choose the songs/music I'd like to listen to before I die.

I've often been listening to Giles Corey (album), especially No One Is Ever Going to Want Me, which feels so raw and comforts me in a way not many other albums or songs do. I also like to listen to more instrumental or electronic type music like M83, but also classics like Pink Floyd and Radiohead. I'm thinking M83's Wait will likely be a song I listen to during CTB. It's so calming to me and feels like the freedom and peace I'm looking for.

What songs or music are you planning to listen to during your CTB?
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
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My favorite band is Pearl Jam. So, I guess a PJ playlist.
 
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Carryline

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Classical music or Hozier ... i love his songs they have special meaning for me
 
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peacecomingsoon

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My favorite band is Pearl Jam. So, I guess a PJ playlist.
Oh man I enjoy Pearl Jam too. Do you like the song Release by any chance? Which is your favourite song by them if you don't mind me asking?
 
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peacecomingsoon

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So nice .. i also wish to not be alone when cbd but i have to
I find it so strange that I agree with you, in the way of not wanting to be alone during ctb. Because it is such a personal choice and experience I guess and even though I originally wanted to be alone during it and am planning to be, I do feel this slight desire to have wanted someone close to me there too. Maybe because I'm realising just how real and permanent this is, I honestly don't know. Or maybe it's just the innate desire and pull for connection I feel despite always pushing others away. I feel like we all have this within us, to want to belong and be close with others or maybe I'm wrong and its just me...

What are your feelings about this - not wanting to be alone during ctb?
 
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kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
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Oh man I enjoy Pearl Jam too. Do you like the song Release by any chance? Which is your favourite song by them if you don't mind me asking?
My favorite is "Black", I know, not very original, it's one of their biggest hits.
Release, is ok. A bit boring, because it's so long.
 
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rlllyydepressed

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Dec 28, 2025
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Mine our what I listened to with my ex so phoebe bridgers Noah kahan Tyler Childers
 
thelittleprincess

thelittleprincess

the billboard said "the end is near"
Dec 5, 2025
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Adrianne Lenker's "come" and "not a lot, just forever". My mom never sang lullabies to me, and Adrianne's voice sounds like a soothing mother. It's comforting. I want to be sung to sleep one last time.
 
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Lostb0y

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Oct 8, 2025
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I listened to Metallica-fade to black. But I failed
 
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LucyMeadow

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Nov 18, 2025
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I've really appreciated this thread: I'm into classical so it will be the last of Strauss' 4 last songs: all about death, but otherwise I think of go with pink Floyd too
 
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perishsong

perishsong

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Sep 10, 2025
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Think I'll CTB to Gojira. The Way of All Flesh album, to be precise.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

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Nothing.
 
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BlueLock

BlueLock

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Nov 8, 2024
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Last summer I had a playlist of sad(dish) Beatles songs I was gonna loop. A day in the life, for no one, fixing a hole, the fool on the hill, the long and winding road, im only sleeping, golden slumbers, a day in the life, and more I'm probably forgetting. If I remember correctly the last song on the playlist was the end, which I thought was very poetic of me.
 
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orz

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Dec 28, 2025
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With my CTB planned for 6 days time, I've been wrapping things up and one thing to do is choose the songs/music I'd like to listen to before I die.

I've often been listening to Giles Corey (album), especially No One Is Ever Going to Want Me, which feels so raw and comforts me in a way not many other albums or songs do. I also like to listen to more instrumental or electronic type music like M83, but also classics like Pink Floyd and Radiohead. I'm thinking M83's Wait will likely be a song I listen to during CTB. It's so calming to me and feels like the freedom and peace I'm looking for.

What songs or music are you planning to listen to during your CTB?
I plan to ctb while listening to music on my CD player, im going to burn a cd with this song and a few others of similar sound. Im planning to use the night night method so im not sure how much I'll get to hear of the cd LOL

 
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NotSoEnchanted

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Dec 26, 2025
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Just the sounds of nature. I don't want my phone to ping off nearby towers and make it easier to discover me during or after, so no music for me.
 
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HalfLife

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Dec 25, 2025
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With my CTB planned for 6 days time, I've been wrapping things up and one thing to do is choose the songs/music I'd like to listen to before I die.

I've often been listening to Giles Corey (album), especially No One Is Ever Going to Want Me, which feels so raw and comforts me in a way not many other albums or songs do. I also like to listen to more instrumental or electronic type music like M83, but also classics like Pink Floyd and Radiohead. I'm thinking M83's Wait will likely be a song I listen to during CTB. It's so calming to me and feels like the freedom and peace I'm looking for.

What songs or music are you planning to listen to during your CTB?
Pearl Jam - Black
Omori OST - Title & Spaces Inbetween
Pouya - Suicidal Thoughts In The Back Of The Cadillac 2
Goldmund - Threnody
Growing - Southern Wrights
$uicideBoy$ - Monochromatic + Whatever Floats Your Boat Will Definitely Sink My Ship
comehelpmeglo - whatever....heres my list of regrets + i let it show

All of the above will be on shuffle or randomized beforehand, but these are my picks.
 

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