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playalistic

playalistic

LLJODYWOAH
Jul 5, 2025
30
I'm 20 but i have 20k saved up currently (result of staying at home, cali minimum wage, working daily OT, and not really having anything to spend money on lol) and I'm kinda clueless as to what to do with it now

As for my will, i have a friend who has 3k in debt to pay off for her dog's medical bills. I also have a friend who's saving up for a car i can allocate a few K to. The rest would just go towards any other of my friend's debts or my mom/siblings. Does anyone have any other ideas of things I can use it for while I'm still here or how I can adjust my will? I don't really have any charities or anything like that I'm passionate about, I mainly want to support my family & friends

What if I want to do something fun/rewarding/splurge before I die? I dont wanna do anything like blow it all on hookers & coke, but maybe a vacation or something? I dunno, the problem is i dont really have hobbies or genuine interests like that that I can put the money towards

A thought I also have is obtaining a firearm. I've been pretty set on heights (if you look at my profile hard enough you can probably deduce which place i'd be choosing lol) as my method for awhile now but honestly shotgun seems like a less mentally terrifying method with seemingly less SI to overcome and the same instantaneous & painless death. The problem is I don't really know how easy/quick of a process that is to obtain the firearm or if I even have the mental energy for it living in commiefornia. I can use my brain to figure out how to acquire SN if I really wanted to but it has always seemed too convoluted/risky (the welfare check bullshit to worry about now)/not instantaneous. Anyways, any thoughts of putting the $ towards an ideal method?
 

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