What phase are you guys in? I am in phase 3. Suicidal phases.

[evey8112]

 

[myfinalform]

zero desire to live thats where i stand

 

[SamTam33]

I'm stage 2. I don't know how to get to stage 3 without some form of delusion on my part. Something can always go wrong. That alone will never allow me complete relief where I worry about nothing.

I'll always worry about how much worse things will be if I fail. What will life be like the day after I fail?

I think my method of jumping into a lake in the middle of the night is as foolproof as I can get. But are my legs going to help me over the side or will they lock up? Nobody's going to jump in this lake after me but if I hesitate even for a second, I worry about someone grabbing me.

 

[Felix007]

i would say im between stage 2 and 3, i have decided on the method, i want to do it soon, im sort of looking forward to it and ending my suffering, but im also afraid of failing and of the "end" itself... if that makes sense

 

[FuneralCry]

Stage 2 for me. All that I want is to be gone from this world and I'm certainly at peace with the thought of dying in fact I look forward to returning to non existence and being free from the burden of existence, only the fact that actually going through with suicide is difficult holds me back and keeps me here trapped in this existence. The thought of a suicide method failing is just so horrifying to me.

The person in the video does sound really ignorant of the real problems that people go through. Not everyone can be 'helped'. It will not always get better and that fact should be accepted. Toxic positivity is so irritating.

 

[SamTam33]

Stage 2 for me. All that I want is to be gone from this world and I'm certainly at peace with the thought of dying in fact I look forward to returning to non existence and being free from the burden of existence, only the fact that actually going through with suicide is difficult holds me back and keeps me here trapped in this existence. The thought of a suicide method failing is just so horrifying to me.

The person in the video does sound really ignorant of the real problems that people go through. Not everyone can be 'helped'. It will not always get better and that fact should be accepted. Toxic positivity is so irritating.

Agreed. Why not just say, "Things got better for ME. They MIGHT get better for you too."

That's a far more honest statement than a blanket, "Things get better."

There is no law of nature that requires things to "get better" so why assert as much.

 

[Felix007]

Stage 2 for me. All that I want is to be gone from this world and I'm certainly at peace with the thought of dying in fact I look forward to returning to non existence and being free from the burden of existence, only the fact that actually going through with suicide is difficult holds me back and keeps me here trapped in this existence. The thought of a suicide method failing is just so horrifying to me.

The person in the video does sound really ignorant of the real problems that people go through. Not everyone can be 'helped'. It will not always get better and that fact should be accepted. Toxic positivity is so irritating.

you're absolutely right. love the phrase "toxic positivity", theres just too many people like that out there...

 

[mwl]

I'm in stage two

 

[quietam pacem12]

Null Lust zu leben, das ist, wo ich stehe

 

[Toy]

Phase 3 as of now.

 

[hellispink]

Last stage.

 

[endless_pain]

Phase 3 for me

 

[LastOrder]

Phase 3....

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Phase 3, and ready to die. Just waiting for confirmation that getting back into a hobby is pointless. I honestly should CTB asap, though.

 

[IfyouareamanWinston]

Imagine having resources to get help