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xXSufferingXx

Paragon
Feb 21, 2025
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i would never do... well, let me see... hmm... i mean there's plenty of methods i'm extremely scared of.
and there's many methods that need extreme preparation and extreme research, if you don't wanna fail with it.

i don't think i would ever jump in the ocean because one (out of many) fears of mine is to become famous after i die because they can't find my body while it's in the ocean.
i've seen that shit before, people becoming famous for sometimes MONTHS after their sucide because the person gets reported missing,
meanwhile their body is floating in the river.

some would say "what do i care, i'm dead"... well, i do care.

some can't see the logical reason for caring after you die, but there's plenty of logic to it, if you take the morals into consideration.
that's also why i'm scared to jump from a building in the city out of fear of accidentally hitting some innocent person.
disclaimer before posting: i'm on 3 hours of sleep, so there might be typos or missing words in some sentences lol.
 
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chloeburbank

chloeburbank

hug me
Jan 30, 2026
66
gunshot/jumping
would not want my body to be mutilated :/
 
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interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
75
sn (can't get it shipped)
drowning
anything involving exit bags
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

Member
Feb 24, 2026
49
jumping. there's just no way.
 
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Nood1eN0se

Nood1eN0se

Le Vide
Mar 5, 2026
24
Drowning and hypothermia, both methods sound extremely painful and extremely distressing.

There's other methods like jumping that I cant do due to physical limitations.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,005
Immolation- I'm afraid of fire and extreme pain. I don't fancy drowning either.

I hope I would try to avoid methods that directly involved other people's participation so- death by cop and train are out. Jumping would have to be at a quiet, desolated time.

Beyond that, there are some methods that are more likely for me than others. I have (expired) SN so- that would still likely be my first try.

I'd very likely avoid methods that would likely fail- like OTC medicine overdose and slashing wrists.

I also likely wouldn't risk breaking the law to get something so- A Class drugs are out.
 
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Jadeith

Wizard
Jan 14, 2025
618
Won't do:
Rat poison, OTC overdose or similar - too high chance of failure and left damaged but still alive. Also, too slow.
Cutting - also considered to be non method. Also too messy.
Car/train/other by proxy - want to limit ruining someone else's life to a minimum.
Drowning - too strong SI
Self immolation - wayy to painful for too long

Might do:
Jumping - depends on location. Don't want to hit anyone and feel sorry for poor soul who would have to scrape me off the pavement. But in the wilderness? Might be worth considering
Gun - not readily available in my location but should i be able to obtain one, definitely an option

Will probably do
Exit mask - designed it myself with lowest "environment impact" possible in mind
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,877
Radiation poisoning.

Walter
 
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_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
54
Carbon monoxide is completely out of question for me because I don't live alone and don't want to harm anyone else in any way. Even if I had a way to do it 100% alone I still don't think I like it as a method.
A gun isn't completely out of question for me but I'd more than likely never use a shotgun for the sake of how bad it would traumatize who finds me. But then if you don't use a shotgun you have to hope you've caused yourself enough brain damage..
Self immolation is also most definitely a no go, I have an overly excessive fear of fire because of a minor house fire when I was pretty young so I would go for drowning first before I ever even slightly considered that
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

There’s already a point in time in which I’m dead
Mar 15, 2025
562
Self immolation, hanging, drowning, jumping, SN, and drug overdose are out of the question for me. The ones I would do are gunshot and gas poisoning (carbon monoxide and hydrogen cyanide is what I plan to do).
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,434
Nothing off the table but immolation not likely. I've pictured soaking my bed thoroughly, causing a large file that hopefully overwhelms, but likely you still suffer. OD not good unless SN counts
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
878
Um...yes.

I have preferred methods but none that are completely out of the question. I figure if I want it bad enough, I'll take what's available.
 
NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
911
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
176
Self immolation. Cutting. Jumping. OTC OD.

I'll probably hang or SN. Maybe both.
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

How long until I can be happy?
Mar 3, 2026
50
i would never do... well, let me see... hmm... i mean there's plenty of methods i'm extremely scared of.
and there's many methods that need extreme preparation and extreme research, if you don't wanna fail with it.

i don't think i would ever jump in the ocean because one (out of many) fears of mine is to become famous after i die because they can't find my body while it's in the ocean.
i've seen that shit before, people becoming famous for sometimes MONTHS after their sucide because the person gets reported missing,
meanwhile their body is floating in the river.

some would say "what do i care, i'm dead"... well, i do care.

some can't see the logical reason for caring after you die, but there's plenty of logic to it, if you take the morals into consideration.
that's also why i'm scared to jump from a building in the city out of fear of accidentally hitting some innocent person.
disclaimer before posting: i'm on 3 hours of sleep, so there might be typos or missing words in some sentences lol.
Anything messy.
The least I want is pulling anyone into a depressive episode because they saw another human mutilated.

SN is for now still the best choice for me
 
fightclub17

fightclub17

🫶🏽
Mar 3, 2026
93
I should be an example of what NOT to do - jumping is the worst possible method.
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

November 2nd 2026
Feb 8, 2026
94
Hanging, getting run over (by a train, car or anything like that) and ODing on OTC medication are all out of the question for me
 
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kurikaesu

kurikaesu

"the gods have abandoned us"
Mar 15, 2026
3
any form of hanging or asphyxiation, it sounds just way too painful and uncomfortable for me to bear
 
UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Experienced
May 4, 2025
213
Same as most people have said in this thread: Self-immolation sounds too painful and likely to leave you with scars and permanent damage for the rest of your life if you do survive. Edward Shneidman describes the case of a patient in The Suicidal Mind who tried it and failed, and it just sounds horribly scarring whether or not you live, it's certainly not something I want to do. Guns also sound fairly out of reach. I've never been a gun person and disfiguring myself sounds unpleasant. It'd be easy to get a gun where I live, but I fear it'd have the same effect of SN on my mind where the knowledge that it's permanent and I can do it at any time (I often "fast" unintentionally because I just get so wrapped up in doomscrolling or engaging in activities, so the 8 hours isn't a problem for me) causes the weight of the option to be discarded even in my impulsive moments.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,576
Anything that would just lead to way worse torture and suffering, what is so horrific to me is how such can happen, it's terrifying to me how there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, all I want is to peacefully cease existing and never suffer again.

I just want the peace of non-existence where I'm finally free from the suffering and torture of this existence that should never be imposed at all, denying the option to painlessly cease existing that is guaranteed is such a terrible crime to me, it truly is horrific how we exist in this anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
 

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