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What makes you want ctb?

  • social phobia and isolation

  • physical / health problems

  • loss of a loved one

  • no reason in particular

  • other

  • feeling of loneliness


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Kyo_katakato

Kyo_katakato

New Member
Aug 10, 2020
2
with so many people who share the same goal, I've always wanted to know if there's any more common reason among the majority.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
My mental illnesses, articulation issues (not being able to articulate myself verbally well), bad short term memory issues, my inability to process what people are saying to me sometimes and my incompetence (not knowing things I should've known by now).
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
769
Not being able to get a girlfriend no matter how much time and effort i put into bettering myself and doing dumb shit i fucking hate that ive been told would help me meet people.
 
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KClown

KClown

Member
Oct 20, 2020
65
Meaninglessness of life, pure disgust towards human society.
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
The loss of a loved one is the main. But I have mental health problems too. No friends. No qualifications at all. No social skills. Parent has been mentally/emotionally abusive for over a decade...
Freezing up and acting 'ignorant due to social anxitey..
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Mental health and the loss of the love of my life....
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
Life being so shit that it would allow for people like us to suffer in the first place
 
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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
479
Life being objectively pointless, and full of suffering.
Everyday our bodys are slowly rotting what a fucking nightmare.
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
Yes, he took his life in June
 
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NextSummer

NextSummer

Experienced
Mar 28, 2019
278
Only the threat of homelessness.

I am mentally sick, have no friends and am unemployed. This is ok. but not homelessness.
 
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taylor321

taylor321

Member
Mar 1, 2020
84
not having anyone to rely on or anyone who cares about me, and overall just being terrible at life. I dont have money so i cant afford the drugs i wanted to ctb painlessly/ peacefully. I tried talking to people in the partners thread (who claimed to want the same thing) only to be lied to again by people who arent actually suicidal. :notsure:
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,828
sick of life and living
 
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epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,812
Mental and physical health problems should have been kept as separate options.
I'm here because of physical health problems. Most folks here are because of mental health problems.
 
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Givingupandgivingin

Student
Oct 18, 2020
103
I'm gay.
But I'm in a straight marriage.
Leaving and divorcing would cause untold problems to my husband and children.
I am dying every day I am here.
There is no other choice.
 
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Ardesevent

Ardesevent

It’s the end of the line, cowboy
Feb 2, 2020
358
Extreme social anxiety. So bad that I can't go out type. There's not much else I can do at this point.
 
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Deleted member 13412

Deleted member 13412

Member
Dec 27, 2019
84
so many problems with me.. i think just being aware that i exist thats enough to make me feel pain n make me wanna die
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
Being broken inside due to trauma
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
Robbed me, was just with me to get a Canadian visa, anyways... I never recovered from that.
Awh no I'm sorry this happened to you! Have you talked to anyone about it?
 
AJ95

AJ95

24/7 sylvia plath
Sep 3, 2020
478
Combination of knowing that I'll never get better, loneliness, and self hatred.

It's just going to be another 60+ years of misery, and I'm getting too old to be an emo.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Awh no I'm sorry this happened to you! Have you talked to anyone about it?
It's ok, he scamming a lady from Arizona now, it's what he does....I warned the lady. But she doesn't care.
 
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deleted

Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
715
chronic hopelessness and poverty, all other problems are just gifts
 
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Pho3nix

Pho3nix

Wishing for eternal sleep
Oct 20, 2020
398
Serious health issues caused by early trauma, having a cunty family and hopelessness.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Self-hatred, childhood abuse, just a broken person that made great strides in life, but just can't get it together and push out the "demons". :(
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
It's ok, he scamming a lady from Arizona now, it's what he does....I warned the lady. But she doesn't care.
Wow, I can't believe people really do things like that.. it was nice of you to warn the one from Arizona!
 

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