• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

TakeMeToHeaven

TakeMeToHeaven

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this poison that only temporarily tames you. What about any of this is a good idea?

I've been to psych wards over 5 times now, I don't feel any better. I feel much worse. Each time, my life descends further into hell. Each time, I'm closer to being disowned by parents due to the hospital bills.

My parents don't understand, no matter how much I explain, they think these pills do good but they worsen my mood even more. I grow even more irritable, angry, spiteful with each dose.

I told my useless doctor to get me new pills?

But guess what he did instead?

He told me he'll lower the dose, as if that'll solve anything.

And I took the lowered dosages, but the same effects remain.

I'm going insane, I'm going to fucking lose it.

The public school pipeline to prison or homelessness is real.

You hear about it as a student, and think it'll never happen to you.

I had good grades.

But I never learned how to socialize, make friends / connections, because I am born mentally ill / broken inside, so I'm destined to fail.

Let me end this life, and reincarnate into a fantasy anime world.

But I'm guessing nothing really happens after death, does it. Perhaps that's fine too.
 
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Darkover

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it's a crime to not want to exist punishable by kidnapping forced imprisonment and forced drugging
they don't care about us they don't take care of us here
 
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Praestat_Mori

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MH issues cannot always be treated with meds and therapy. it's disgusting how your doctor treats you.

Have you ever got an answer why you have MH issues and whether those problems that trigger them can be solved or not?
 
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TakeMeToHeaven

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MH issues cannot always be treated with meds and therapy. it's disgusting how your doctor treats you.

Have you ever got an answer why you have MH issues and whether those problems that trigger them can be solved or not?
Generational trauma maybe. My grandparents were raised in a war. It's in my genetics.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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Generational trauma maybe. My grandparents were raised in a war. It's in my genetics.
Trauma isn't sth genetic, autism is sth genetic. Whatever it is you would need tailored MH treatment (therapy, meds) it still might fail, no doubt.

Do you have any official diagnosis?
 
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Trauma isn't sth genetic, autism is sth genetic. Whatever it is you would need tailored MH treatment (therapy, meds) it still might fail, no doubt.

Do you have any official diagnosis?
Some research suggests that trauma can affect a person's DNA and influence the health of future generations. For example, children of women who experienced severe child abuse have depression rates that are 1.7 times higher. This is linked to an area of research known as epigenetics, which studies how people's environments and behaviors can affect and change how their genes work. These changes can be passed on from one generation to another, which is known as epigenetic inheritance.

Psychologists first explored the concept of generational trauma in the 1960s and it has gained more attention in recent years.

Generational trauma, also known as intergenerational or transgenerational trauma, is the idea that traumatic events experienced by one generation can have lasting effects on future generations. It can begin when a group experiences a traumatic event that causes economic, cultural, and familial distress, and people in that group develop physical or psychological symptoms in response

Generational trauma can manifest in many ways, including:
  • Anxiety
  • Depression
  • PTSD
  • Hypervigilance
  • Fears of death or no hope for the future
  • Mistrust of outsiders
  • Low self-esteem
  • Issues of addiction
  • Domestic violence

Autism isn't my only problem
 
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untothedepths

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i know i need help im so fucked up. if i could afford it i would but the only way i can get it without paying is being homeless and then going nuts or something lmao. then ill get abused in a facility most likely. im sick of society pretending they give a shit, id save everyone time by just putting some lead through my brain. fuck sakes. like if there is no hope there is no hope.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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Some research suggests that trauma can affect a person's DNA and influence the health of future generations. For example, children of women who experienced severe child abuse have depression rates that are 1.7 times higher. This is linked to an area of research known as epigenetics, which studies how people's environments and behaviors can affect and change how their genes work. These changes can be passed on from one generation to another, which is known as epigenetic inheritance.

Psychologists first explored the concept of generational trauma in the 1960s and it has gained more attention in recent years.

Generational trauma, also known as intergenerational or transgenerational trauma, is the idea that traumatic events experienced by one generation can have lasting effects on future generations. It can begin when a group experiences a traumatic event that causes economic, cultural, and familial distress, and people in that group develop physical or psychological symptoms in response

Generational trauma can manifest in many ways, including:
  • Anxiety
  • Depression
  • PTSD
  • Hypervigilance
  • Fears of death or no hope for the future
  • Mistrust of outsiders
  • Low self-esteem
  • Issues of addiction
  • Domestic violence

Autism isn't my only problem
I've replied in your other thread. I'm not scientist and cannot make experiments but I believe that "generational trauma" is passed on after a child is born. We learn language, how our parents behave, what they talk about, how they treat us, what they teach us and so on. That whole process is very complex. If our parents suffer from sth they will pass that onto us (their childs) somehow ... bu that has no direct influence on our genetics imo. But it's true, and I also believe that, that an unborn child has feelings and experiences in the mother's womb (especially whether it is loved or not).