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losingsteam3141
Grad Student USA
- Aug 30, 2024
- 38
I currently am in grad school living in an apartment in a large city in the US. I am planning on using a firearm. Im considering CTB location based on who will find my body. I dont want to do my apartment bc it would be even sadder for my parents to collect my things knowing I ended my life in the same place. Plus there is a high likelihood other students living in my complex might be around. I dont want to CTB in my car bc my parents will need every last bit of money and it would be much harder selling the car if I make a mess in it. I am considering some cheap motel or by the river walking path. The con of the motel would be the poor housekeeper finding my body. The con of the river walking path is that I have less control over who will find me. There is a section that is closed off due to construction, so it would probably be quiet at night and a construction worker would probably find me. If I CTB near a wooded area by the path its a tossup of a homeless person or early morning walker/jogger. Maybe I will drive to a forest? Idk. My parents over 1000 miles away. Maybe I take a trip and CTB close to them so they dont have to travel to find my body? Do guys have any suggestions for location? Do you guys have your own location in mind?