What keeps you going?

[Parnate]

for me , its my being stuck in a limbo. Neither normal not completely suicidal.
At times I do feel an extreme push but almost every time I just ride it instead of doing something.

 

[Macedonian1987]

My parents are still alive. They are providing almost no support for my depression, and whenever i feel very sad, they never comfort me, but I keep going because my death will put them in an early grave (they are elders 77 and 75)
I postpone my suicide as long as I can, but when my chronic pain gets really bad, I will still do it eventually - with SN.

 

[no1absolfan]

im honestly not sure

 

[tunnelV]

Oh, of course it's my 2 little precious dogs. Not life, not my husband, not my job.

 

[kuroshimi]

Not sure. Maybe the desire to experience things, because after your death you will cease to feel and life around will go on. It's frightening.
And family and friends, of course.