What is your sob story/trauma?

[iwanttodie019]

Vent

 

[overmorrow]

years of sa and a neglecting environment, and a disorder that destroyed my youth, that's pretty much it, ig

 

[iwanttodie019]

years of sa and a neglecting environment, and a disorder that destroyed my youth, that's pretty much it, ig

I am sorry for you.how are you doing now?

 

[overmorrow]

I am sorry for you.how are you doing now?

terrible just like before, but thank you for asking

 

[MAKE IT STOP!]

I've been treated as if all I'm good for is sexual gratification for years. Really fucked with me.

 

[yourmemory]

i love my parents very much regardless of everything, but they weren't always the best. my dad was an alcoholic and my mother was physically abusive. my dad nearly died from his addiction and my mom would beat me until i passed out. i was also groomed and exposed to CP when i was 13 by an adult online. i always feel so dramatic when i talk about this stuff, but whatever. it happened.

 

[bobsacamano]

I've been treated as if all I'm good for is sexual gratification for years. Really fucked with me.

I'm really sorry and hope that at some point you can move past that trauma (which I'm sure is terrible).
I have many but the most recent is that I'm experiencing a really hard personal crisis and my wife (with whom I haven't had any intimacy—literally zero—in several years), this morning as I was in tears and seriously on the edge, she sat down next to me and held my hand. No hug. Just held my hand. And tried to talk me through it. The sad thing is that to her that's a big deal. That was peak expression of warmth and closeness. I needed so much more. I needed to bury my face into someone who loves me and just let it go. I can't have that. I feel so lonely.