Discussion What is your dream method and what method are you using?

[Comatose11]

My dream method is N but it's so expensive, I've heard there have been some problems with A, and it takes a while to get. I also originally liked the idea of a gun but I don't know much about them and know that if I messed up, life would be even worse than it is now. And I would have to use a black powder gun which I've gotten very mixed things about how reliable it is. I've also thought about the exit bag but nitrogen is expensive and I don't have the intelligence to put it together. So hanging it is.

 

[Papadragon]

Hanging is my personal preference. I'm going to do it with a belt, I just can't seem where to put it where it won't budge so I can let gravity finish the job. Any ideas?

 

[shadow11]

My dream method is N but it's so expensive, I've heard there have been some problems with A, and it takes a while to get. I also originally liked the idea of a gun but I don't know much about them and know that if I messed up, life would be even worse than it is now. And I would have to use a black powder gun which I've gotten very mixed things about how reliable it is. I've also thought about the exit bag but nitrogen is expensive and I don't have the intelligence to put it together. So hanging it is.

Same as you coma I've thought of all those things plus od on my blood pressure medication but I dont have the money and my gun is not reliable enough so hanging is all I have. Was so hysterical this afternoon I almost did but the damn survival instinct kicked in. I've got to get out of here somehow

 

[StarDust]

Honestly, mine would be under general anaesthesia, I wouldn't know a thing.... There was a Anaesthesiologist who did just that to himself in his office.

 

[shadow11]

Honestly, mine would be under general anaesthesia, I wouldn't know a thing.... There was a Anaesthesiologist who did just that to himself in his office.

Sounds like the perfect way

 

[StarDust]

Sounds like the perfect way

I know right... I do know you can get some of the gas that they use to put you under from suppliers...I looked into it before because I was curious.

 

[Deckchairs]

Fentanyl patches- 10 of the strongest patches for cancer and maybe a beer. Read recently somewhere about a pharmacist who ctb this way in bed. No Pain no worries.

 

[StarDust]

Fentanyl patches- 10 of the strongest patches for cancer and maybe a beer. Read recently somewhere about a pharmacist who ctb this way in bed. No Pain no worries.

I read about that!

Did you also read of the mum of 3 that died in her bed next to her partner by doing the same thing. She just went to sleep and never woke up, end of story.

 

[shadow11]

Wish someone could help us all a peaceful way would be wonderful

 

[uxorious]

I wish I could use a gun on myself but I haven't the nerve. Going to hang instead.

 

[shadow11]

Whats got you to this point?

Psych drugs messed up my brain and I'm physically ill too cant take anymore unless a doctor can find the real problem

 

[shadow11]

I hope you dont mind me saying, but treatment in America seems too extreme. Its like they just want to take your money. Its different in the UK.

It's all about money and big pharma doctors just want the money from the drugs they push on them to give you

 

[shadow11]

If i can help im here to chat to all of you.

Thank you I need it right now my anxiety meds aren't working too good right now just want to put the rope around my neck but I'm too scared

 

[shadow11]

Its disgusting. The drugs are probably making you feel worse. Its all about bloody money! Makes me so mad.

Makes me mad too I wasn't like this until I took the meds now I'm a miserable mess

 

[SamK]

''Honestly, mine would be under general anaesthesia, I wouldn't know a thing.... There was a Anaesthesiologist who did just that to himself in his office.''

^ I would love that so much.

sigh

:(

 

[shadow11]

I know right... I do know you can get some of the gas that they use to put you under from suppliers...I looked into it before because I was curious.

Wish I had some right now

 

[StarDust]

Wish I had some right now

Talk about literally dying in your sleep that way...that would be wonderful...you wouldn't even know you had drifted off to eternal bliss.

 

[SamK]

New For me is like the lyrics from robbie williams song 'feel'. In his lyrics theres a part that goes. ' i dont want die, but im not keen on living either'. I tried to kill myself in dec. It was the fear that stopped me. I got so angry at myself for being too scared to do it and mad that i wanted too. I thought i was losing my mind and it feels like that most of the time. By coming on this site has giving me a wake up call. I want to get into mental health so i can help people. Im compassionate, empathetic and not about the books. Yes, some professionals may know there stuff, but alot are robbotic and have no people skills. Well i want to truly help.

-- Please do it. You have all the skills people like us ned. Empathy compassion

Because if mental health services were working
95% of us probably wouldn't be resorting to these desperate measures. :(

 

[SamK]

Ha yah. chocolate fire guard... the ones here may as well replace themselves with Siri-Robots the way they handle crisis calls on the phone

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Ld50 for chocolate is 22lbs, or 28,000 mg per kg. Of sugar, how many tic tac's is that?

 

[StarDust]

Lol ooohhh dont get me started. Wwhen it was christmas and you were put on hold to wait to speak to a crisis member of staff, the song was its going to be lonely at christmas by elvis! No word of a lie. Its a joke. Gets better, 5mnths been without a support worker, east dene centre kept fobbing me off. So after 5 mnths of waiting i go to the centre, manager told receptionist to not let me in lol! I lost it i banged on the window and called them heartless bleeps. They rung police on me, next day they discharged me! Wtf.

Someone should have given them a cup of Xmas cheer...bombs

 

[GoneGirlXIV]

Hanging but curious about SN. Either is fine with me.

 

[jd7707]

I've read facts and stuff on the internet about the most effective ways to die and the one with the highest ranking mortality rate so far is a shotgun to the head so I would probably do that one. However i don't have a shot gun nor any means of getting on anytime soon. So my plan B is cutting vertically up both arms from wrist to forearm then sit in the shower playing some nice relaxing music in the dark while bleeding out.

 

[MortDeVivre]

Jumping from a plane. Or a mountain. Somewhere with a nice view.

I'll be using sodium azide.

 

[user90872]

Drug cocktails are the only method that truly appeals to me. Other methods just scare the living shit out of me. Sadly, there's no way I could obtain any ingredients.

 

[shadow11]

I wish I could use a gun on myself but I haven't the nerve. Going to hang instead.

Wish I had the gun

 

[Sayo]

N deep in a forest

Probably going to be partial suspension if I can figure it out. I have a lot of access problems

 

[sky7]

My dream way out is crashing an airplane, making it look like a stall/spin accident, but I don't have the finances to get checked out for rental privileges. Years ago I took an airplane up with that intent but chickened out once I got to altitude. Flew around aimlessly for 4 hours trying to gain the resolve back but just couldn't do it because of fear.

When I CTB it will probably be CO poisoning by running a gasoline generator in my shed.

 

[RoloTomasi]

That suicide machine called "Sarco" looks nice. What I'm actually gonna use though is CO method.

 

[Tiburcio]

That suicide machine called "Sarco" looks nice. What I'm actually gonna use though is CO method.

Sarco sounds awesome yes, I'll like to die with it or some euthanasia machine.

Also, there was a project, the euthanasia coaster which sound very good too.



Insteas of it, I have to choose hanging.