Venting What is your birthday blue?

[BJ1234]

Well, ig being depressed on ur bday happens when you get older. And I have come to a conclusion, why celebrate them? They just remind u constant pain, people forgetting your birthday and the reminder that ur still alive. Why celebrate them? for me i dont want to celebrate them, I just want to see it as a normal day, besides, I wanna ctb anyway and me celebrating my bday seems very hypocritic of myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I certainly don't see birthdays as something to celebrate, it's just a reminder that I've unfortunately suffered for yet another year in an existence that was always undesirable in the first place, another year just means more opportunities to suffer. I really wish I never existed at all, only never existing is true perfection to me.