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JaegerBombastic

JaegerBombastic

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Jul 11, 2025
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I've been considering using helium or some other gas with an exit bag as my primary option, but it's expensive and complicated which means it's easy to mess up. My biggest fear is doing something really painful or fucking up somehow. I don't want to just use a gun, because that's too instant. I want something that will feel like I'm drifting off to sleep. Maybe there's something I can OD on or something. I really don't know anything about this stuff, but I just really feel like I can't be here anymore. I know it's selfish of me to want a peaceful way out, but I just want my last moments to be pleasant.
 
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secretghost

secretghost

days to bus ride: postponed for now fml
Jun 23, 2025
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I have no helpful advice, the forum is full of info though and people here are kind and helpful. I only came to say that I'm sorry you're in so much pain. All of us here wish you the best, regardless of what happens or what you choose, and although I hope something changes so you want to love, no one here is trying to change your mind. sending you love, and if you need anything ❤️
 
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kopebaldy

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Jul 5, 2025
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Assisted euthanasia, but I guess you wouldn't be here if that's available.

Full suspension hanging seems peaceful, it doesn't look like that from outside looking in but in theory, you will only suffer for a tiny moment then it's the body doing the rest unconsciously.
 
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JohnRys

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Jul 14, 2025
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N or inert gas are the "best" N is very very hard to find, so really id look into the gasses.
 
thendtocome

thendtocome

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Jun 10, 2025
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I'd say, an incredibly high dose of painkillers and blood loss... You won't feel anything and you'll just pass out.

Even euthanasia has its limits, you just sort of loose orientation first and wont remember sleeping.

Instant methods are the best for feeling peaceful, and suddenly parting. That way you can feel in control of your peaceful thoughts and instantly end it in the moment, like with a gun or projectile or decapitation device etc.

Gas either suffocates or makes you delirious and pass out... There isn't peace really... Being asleep, and having administered deadly euthanasia that takes effect hours into yours sleep is the way to go, and taking lots of pain killers and sleeping pills to help you drift off...

Getting euthanasia that's rigged to be administered hours into sleep takes electronic devices and euthanasia, neither easily available unless by unlawful means.

Maybe find peace before you do it and just get on that fucking bus
 

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