What is the end goal.

[Deepdense]

What do you hope will come out of your life if you stop being depressed and/or suicidal?
(I don't have my own answer, I'm mostly looking for inspiration)

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

if i stopped being depressed and suicidal i would want to be an actor

 

[A_Breath_Away]

Would've been a game designer. Not going to happen and I think that might be my biggest regret is that I gave up on my dream.

 

[Duochrome-Seahorse]

I wanted to be/have lots of things. I really want to sell my artworks and live in a house by a lake/ocean

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I don't think I will ever stop being depressed but if it happened I would want to be a horror novel author. I find writing horror to be a lot of fun, but it's mostly because real life feels like being inside a horror novel in the first place.

 

[leaving_early]

I would have wanted to be a video game developer, but there's really no point in that now thanks to AI. I have nothing to live for even if I stop being depressed.

 

[Jisatsu]

I've lived 20 years of my life being depressed and 16 wanting to end myself... I don't want anything else but to end this shit show.

 

[Exhausted546]

What do you hope will come out of your life if you stop being depressed and/or suicidal?
(I don't have my own answer, I'm mostly looking for inspiration)

I already believe it's too late for me, I'm 31, I'm not looking forward to anything in life anymore. I just want to disappear

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I'd never wish for something as torturous, dreadful and cruel as existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I don't want to suffer in this existence rather all I want is true permanent peace where all is gone and forgotten and I'm no longer burdened with this existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just so terrible to me how humans cause all this dreadful unnecessary suffering by imposing this existence.

I see existence as the most terrible mistake, it's so horrific how existence causes all this endless torture with existing beings in agony every second, to me suffering in this torturous existence for decades longer just to face the extreme agony of old age would be the most terrible undeserved punishment.

I could never see any point to any of this, it's just torturous pain and unnecessary suffering just for one to decay and die anyway and every second is torture to exist, all I want is peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, for me non-existence is the positive solution, it's suffering prevention for me.

 

[chaewon]

If I was not mentally fucked and suicidal I would love to marry and travel the world with my girlfriend and have two sons and a daughter with her and live until we are old and die peacefully together