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crowbait

crowbait

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Oct 4, 2022
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I'll be getting antipsychotics shortly, and I have a friend who knew someone who died just from an antipsychotic overdose (she had schizophrenia). Wondering how peaceful/likely this death is, if anyone knows? Asking half because I hope this friend of his had a peaceful passing, and half because I may be tempted to overdose on mine depending on what it's like
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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i can only speak about olanzapine antipsychotic it's a strong sedative 2000mg will kill you peacefully from what i am aware, i took 250mg overdose and went into respiratory arrest
95 percent of what i took was olanzapine
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peacetime

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Dec 27, 2022
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I doubt anyone can tell you before you say what type of antipsychotics you're talking about.
i can only speak about olanzapine antipsychotic it's a strong sedative 2000mg will kill you peacefully from what i am aware, i took 250mg overdose and went into respiratory arrest
95 percent of what i took was olanzapine
Ok wait holdddd up. I have ton of olanzapin. You're telling me I could CTB any moment I wish with these? Fuck yeah.
But how is it? Having a heart attack. How did it feel? Do you have permanent damage? Did you have SI and seek help or what happened?
 
crowbait

crowbait

they/them
Oct 4, 2022
65
I doubt anyone can tell you before you say what type of antipsychotics you're talking about.
Fair enough- I have no clue yet which ones they're considering giving me and I don't know which ones my friend's friend overdosed on
 
Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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Ok wait holdddd up. I have ton of olanzapin. You're telling me I could CTB any moment I wish with these? Fuck yeah.
But how is it? Having a heart attack. How did it feel? Do you have permanent damage? Did you have SI and seek help or what happened?
within 2 mins of drinking the water and olanzapine i was completely unconscious didn't feel a thing for 2 days i was a sleep, my mom found me and rang a ambulance
i have no damage from the suicide attempt unlike the one i try with paracetamol overdoes left me with a damaged stomca linging
 
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throwawayyy

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Jun 21, 2022
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within 2 mins of drinking the water and olanzapine i was completely unconscious didn't feel a thing for 2 days i was a sleep, my mom found me and rang a ambulance
i have no damage from the suicide attempt unlike the one i try with paracetamol overdoes left me with a damaged stomca linging
Did you look up how many g of olanzapine you needed to overdose? I have a bunch lying around too and if that's an option I wanna research it more. I don't want to simply pass out so I need a very high dose. Where did u get the 2500mg number from? A case study?
 
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peacetime

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Dec 27, 2022
114
Lol, I took 70mg of olanzapine but stopped. I don't have enough and I'm still waiting for a month maybe to see if my mood changes. Waiting for SN too, of course.
My dose was super minimal but it did make my heart pump faster I think and my hands felt numb -ish. So on and so forth.