Nothing is feeling empty ,numb ,sad and /or depressed all at the same time. Feeling both pain and nothing at the same time. You want to do something - but you lack motivation. Why ? Because you feel so empty that doing anything at this point would render itself so insignificant ,useless and pointless. It goes away after some time; or perhaps it's just your brain getting usetoo this nothingness that being alive evokes at you . But you stay alive for the sake of other people ... It doesn't matter how hurt you feel in the end ... It's always about them. You become so invisible ,you try to strike up a conversation and you basically see that you're just screwing everything up ,as usual. Everything slowly eats you up inside.. seeing happy people being with friends and seing how just pathetic you are for even thinking that a person like you would get extremely depressed cause you crave to be with someone so much.. you want to be around people.. you want to talk to people.. and still.. A burden to this planet .. your social skills aren't great.. you try countless times.. try harder.. but it gets too much.. trying and still not always getting it right.. never asked to be born this way anyways :(