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irregularheartbeat

irregularheartbeat

Memento Mori
Aug 25, 2019
65
I keep seeing people say N is a good method, but I've no clue what this actually is.
And would anyone be able to tell me what ctb exactly means? I understand the gist, just not the direct translation.

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JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
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Nembutal. A death assisting drug. CTB means close the book. You are finished. Exit life. :heh:
 
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AbandonedStudio

AbandonedStudio

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Aug 22, 2019
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I thought it meant "continue to breathe". Had me thinking this site is pro-life for months on end...
Lol, that must have been confusing.
 
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oopswronglife

Elementalist
Jun 27, 2019
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CTB has always meant "Catch the Bus" and it originated from a quite old Pro Choice forum/newsgroup called ASH (Alt-Suicide Holiday) where the phrase "waiting at the bus stop" was coined to mean preparing and waiting for the time to commit suicide. Anything else is a backronym.
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
CTB has always meant "Catch the Bus" and it originated from a quite old Pro Choice forum/newsgroup called ASH (Alt-Suicide Holiday) where the phrase "waiting at the bus stop" was coined to mean preparing and waiting for the time to commit suicide. Anything else is a backronym.
Thanks.
I always thought it stood for 'Cease To Be'.
 
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JimFord99

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Aug 18, 2019
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It is whatever you read into it: end this shit existence one may call a life.
 

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