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Vegrau
Wizard
- Nov 27, 2018
- 665
For me its the fact I had to explain myself to people regarding my actions and words. To avoid unnecessary misunderstanding. I am the kind that confront everything head on. I said what I want directly. I dont use pretty word. I thought thats the best way to communicate by getting right to the point. Apparently people understood me less and that baffles me to no end. I dont know if I underestimated or overestimated them.. its tiring just thinking about it.
Also these things I waited for so very long.. The ending to this series I am following. This game I waited.. All just ended in disappointment. I don't know if I am expecting too much from them. But still.. I had hope theres more to it. To this life I guess.. But I guess theres no such thing. Theres simply nothing it can offer me. Not anymore.. what a hollow feeling this is. Nevertheless with these proof. My heart can finally rest.. there's nothing more for me. World wont give me what I want and I wont settle for anything less. Hahaha.. its fine. I am sick of make do with things I have. Force consolation and contentment. Not this time.
Also these things I waited for so very long.. The ending to this series I am following. This game I waited.. All just ended in disappointment. I don't know if I am expecting too much from them. But still.. I had hope theres more to it. To this life I guess.. But I guess theres no such thing. Theres simply nothing it can offer me. Not anymore.. what a hollow feeling this is. Nevertheless with these proof. My heart can finally rest.. there's nothing more for me. World wont give me what I want and I wont settle for anything less. Hahaha.. its fine. I am sick of make do with things I have. Force consolation and contentment. Not this time.
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