What is causing you to be upset the most?

[Borntodie]

I'm depressed. Really depressed. This is probably the only time of day (1am) that I don't spend crying or worrying about something.

I know some stuff are related like abuse and bullying but I think they have their differences.

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

I'm depressed. Really depressed. This is probably the only time of day (1am) that I don't spend crying or worrying about something.

I know some stuff are related like abuse and bullying but I think they have their differences.

You should probably add terminal or chronic illness. Someone here recently CTB because that was a big factor for them.

Also homelessness.

 

[Borntodie]

You should probably add terminal or chronic illness. Someone here recently CTB because that was a big factor for them. Surprised you skipped over this.

Also homelessness.

Lol I joined like an hour ago I'm completely new.
Yeah I wanted to put more things but I was limited so I just put other.
Homelessness is deep I've been through it twice
I'll see if I can put it

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

Lol I joined like an hour ago I'm completely new.
Yeah I wanted to put more things but I was limited so I just put other.
Homelessness is deep I've been through it twice
I'll see if I can put it

Ok :)

 

[FullFat]

I guess depression as a kind of catch-all? I've hated myself nearly all my life and am continually ashamed of everything I do and have done. After my last depressive episode, I am.least down on myself, but I'm.not sure if that's a good thing. It just feels like giving up. At least anger is somewhat motivating, even if it's geared toward self -destruction.

 

[Wintergirl666]

The thing that upsets me the most? That I can see humans but no humanity

 

[wanttodie]

Depression/stress

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Right now it's being homeless and living in a car and trying to figure out places to park and sleep at night.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

The fact that I'm here only because two horny idiots decided to have sex without a condom.
I really can't get over the absurdity of it all, it makes me think that life isn't real. How can it be?

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

The fact that I'm here only because two horny idiots decided to have sex without a condom.
I really can't get over the absurdity of it all, it makes me think that life isn't real. How can it be?

can u elaborate?

hiv?

 

[throwaway123]

I am having difficulties CTB.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

hiv?

Worse - life.


XD

 

[Oblivion]

Being a refugee in a country i was born in and love, not having equal chances with the citizens of this country and being denied jobs.
i can't leave it and immigrate cause this is home, so i'd rather die than to be unemployed.

 

[throwaway123]

Being a refugee in a country i was born in and love, not having equal chances with the citizens of this country and being denied jobs.
i can't leave it and immigrate cause this is home, so i'd rather die than to be unemployed.

Same, the people here are very racist. I was born and grew up here but I was never accepted.

 

[Oblivion]

Same, the people here are very racist. I was born and grew up here but I was never accepted.

where you from?

 

[throwaway123]

where you from?

Central Europe. I don't want to say where exactly.

 

[QueenEtna]

Depressed, abuse and work related stress. The fact I've never had any real life friends, bullied growing up at every school I went to (around 6), all my online friends turning against me, and being really lonely is getting to me too.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Knowing full-well that I an an arrogant know-it-all and must be irritating to everyone that is trying to help me, but still feeling that I'm right and they are not listening to me.

 

[Final Escape]

An unwanted pregnancy at 41. Knowing I have to abort it on Friday. Makes me feel guilty but I don't want to wait 9 months to give it up for adoption even though that would be right thing to do. I would have less guilt but it would also be hugely inconvenient and I would be resentful as I watched my body get destroyed just so I could give that baby up. If they paid u on top of supporting u through the pregnancy it would be more appealing but unfortunately that's illegal. It would certainly help to get some money to fix the body damage after having to carry a baby for someone else.

 

[Borntodie]

The fact that I'm here only because two horny idiots decided to have sex without a condom.
I really can't get over the absurdity of it all, it makes me think that life isn't real. How can it be?

My 'mother' was very young when she gave birth to me. She wasn't even 18...

 

[Numbtopain97]

Depression/stress

 

[Mort]

Being a live and not having the bottle to end my life :(