Help What if it were all over now?

[Cansado]

Hi. I'm definitely not going through a good time. I'm lying in bed with a little headache and a lot of dismay. I could not leave the room today. I did not see the light of day. Tomorrow I need to go out to pay some bills and I'm already feeling anxious about it. I feel tired and I can only think: what if everything is over today? I did not want to be like this. Nor the courage to put an end to all I have. I'm a failure.

 

[About_to_Go]

Hey man, I'm right there with ya. Haven't left the house in a while and spent most of my day in bed. We'll get through this one way or another!

 

[Cansado]

I `m sorry for that. I wish things were not like this. But it seems like everything I do is in vain. My head hurts.

 

[dysfunctional]

Hi. I'm definitely not going through a good time. I'm lying in bed with a little headache and a lot of dismay. I could not leave the room today. I did not see the light of day. Tomorrow I need to go out to pay some bills and I'm already feeling anxious about it. I feel tired and I can only think: what if everything is over today? I did not want to be like this. Nor the courage to put an end to all I have. I'm a failure.

That's alot of the people on this site. Welcome. For myself, among other proplems, I literally cannot feel satisfaction or contentment no matter what I do and my brain is distorted in a kaleidescooe of shit.

 

[About_to_Go]

I `m sorry for that. I wish things were not like this. But it seems like everything I do is in vain. My head hurts.

Sorry about what? No need to apologize, this is what this forum is for. I feel the same way, no matter what I do I end up in the same spot. My head hurts too :/

 

[Cansado]

I disconnected a little and went to listen to music. Now I feel insomnia, but without headaches. I think the anxiety crisis is dwindling at the moment. I wanted to get some sleep.

 

[Cansado]

Sorry about what? No need to apologize, this is what this forum is for. I feel the same way, no matter what I do I end up in the same spot. My head hurts too :/

Sometimes I feel embarrassed and guilty for being an anxious person. Sometimes I feel a burden to other people for just complaining and thinking negative

 

[About_to_Go]

Sometimes I feel embarrassed and guilty for being an anxious person. Sometimes I feel a burden to other people for just complaining and thinking negative

Me too, but don't worry about that on this website. This site is designed for us to speak freely about this kind of stuff. And everyone here has similar experiences, so it's likely that whatever you say, hundreds of others are going through the same thing.

 

[Cansado]

It's a very bad feeling. I have not gotten out of bed in six days. Even so I feel exhausted. Body and mind exhausted. I won a playstation. It was a gift that I wanted very much. I spent those days playing and today I no longer have the same interest. Things are loosing grace very quickly.

 

[About_to_Go]

It's a very bad feeling. I have not gotten out of bed in six days. Even so I feel exhausted. Body and mind exhausted. I won a playstation. It was a gift that I wanted very much. I spent those days playing and today I no longer have the same interest. Things are loosing grace very quickly.

Depression is a bitch. Possibly one of the worst things is losing interest in the few things that used to bring some joy or relief. You're in my thoughts!

 

[asdasan]

It will all be over one day, sooner or later.

 

[Cansado]

Coming back for news. I left home on Thursday very quickly. I could not solve what I needed and I felt bad for it. I returned home in a crisis and stayed the rest of the day in bed. On Friday I got out a little bit. I went on the street with my grandfather. I played with my nephews a little. Today, Saturday night in Brazil I returned to read the SS community. My medication ended on Friday and I do not intend to go back to it. I'll try to take some time out of medicines to see how much I can handle. I will only follow therapy.

 

[throwaway123]

That would be great if all of this shit would be over today.

 

[Going Home]

Hi. I'm definitely not going through a good time. I'm lying in bed with a little headache and a lot of dismay. I could not leave the room today. I did not see the light of day. Tomorrow I need to go out to pay some bills and I'm already feeling anxious about it. I feel tired and I can only think: what if everything is over today? I did not want to be like this. Nor the courage to put an end to all I have. I'm a failure.

I hope you feel better and find peace.

 

[Cansado]

[QUOTE = "Indo para casa, post: 259140, membro: 2816"]
Espero que você se sinta melhor e encontre a paz.
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Thank you. I wish you to find peace too.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Hi. I'm definitely not going through a good time. I'm lying in bed with a little headache and a lot of dismay. I could not leave the room today. I did not see the light of day. Tomorrow I need to go out to pay some bills and I'm already feeling anxious about it. I feel tired and I can only think: what if everything is over today? I did not want to be like this. Nor the courage to put an end to all I have. I'm a failure.

I use to have severe depression from a medication. I got on amitriptyline and that really helped with the depression.

 

[Cansado]

[QUOTE = "GeorgeJL, postagem: 259214, membro: 6252"]
Eu costumava ter depressão grave de um medicamento. Eu comecei com amitriptilina e isso realmente ajudou com a depressão.
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Eu estava tomando Fluoxetina. Mas acabou. Hoje bebi um pouco de álcool. Confesso que não foi minha melhor experiência com consumo de álcool. Antes da medicação era mais divertido.

I use to have severe depression from a medication. I got on amitriptyline and that really helped with the depression.

I was taking Fluoxetine. But it's over. I drank some alcohol today. I confess that it was not my best experience with alcohol consumption. Before the medication was more fun