juniforest
New Member
- Apr 3, 2026
- 3
We're all very depressed, I mean that's why we have this community right? To find comfort in knowing other people are as low as we are? Anyway-
A week ago I attempted to file my taxes but I couldn't find last years W-2 form. I checked the whole house, looked everywhere online, contacted the IRS (they still haven't gotten back to me) and it was nowhere to be found. I've already been suicidal for a countless amount of time, but other people in my position know what it's like to snap, right?
Not having my W-2 and the anxiety of knowing I may not be able to do my taxes on time really got to me for some reason. It was for sure a build up of many things but I just started sobbing. I was home alone, pacing my room, I wrote a note and everything. I was about to CTB (I have a stockpile of dozens of assorted prescriptions) and what did I do instead? I fell asleep without taking anything, totally on accident. Just got tired and fell asleep.
Tonight I found my W-2. I did my taxes and everything is fine, I'm expecting my refund soon. What if I died that night? Obviously I wouldn't have gotten my refund, but it's not even about that anymore.
The thought of the littlest thing sending you into what could be a life ending spiral, and then life resolves itself. I know this doesn't happen to everyone but it really made me step back for a second.
Now the euphoria wore off and I wanna die again lol
A week ago I attempted to file my taxes but I couldn't find last years W-2 form. I checked the whole house, looked everywhere online, contacted the IRS (they still haven't gotten back to me) and it was nowhere to be found. I've already been suicidal for a countless amount of time, but other people in my position know what it's like to snap, right?
Not having my W-2 and the anxiety of knowing I may not be able to do my taxes on time really got to me for some reason. It was for sure a build up of many things but I just started sobbing. I was home alone, pacing my room, I wrote a note and everything. I was about to CTB (I have a stockpile of dozens of assorted prescriptions) and what did I do instead? I fell asleep without taking anything, totally on accident. Just got tired and fell asleep.
Tonight I found my W-2. I did my taxes and everything is fine, I'm expecting my refund soon. What if I died that night? Obviously I wouldn't have gotten my refund, but it's not even about that anymore.
The thought of the littlest thing sending you into what could be a life ending spiral, and then life resolves itself. I know this doesn't happen to everyone but it really made me step back for a second.
Now the euphoria wore off and I wanna die again lol
