Eventually_An_Angel
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- Sep 16, 2024
- 28
4 a long time ive had this fixation on the idea of going back in time to before my life was ruined and unruining it. going back 2 whatever moment everything went wrong and preventing everything bad that happened 2 me from happening and then making my future ok. obviously i know thats never gonna be possible and usually it just ends up making me cry but tb h recently i feel like no matter how far back i go theres no way i wouldve ever been able to fix everything. no matter what i do i feel like i was cursed since before i was born and the only thing that could rlly have "saved" me at any point is death. wish it had done so sooner. wish i could do it myself. ill let it do that later tho. eventually.
wowww this post is so #angsty,,,,, xD. sorry!! luv expressin my feelings tho... sigh. thank u 4 ur time suicide forum....
wowww this post is so #angsty,,,,, xD. sorry!! luv expressin my feelings tho... sigh. thank u 4 ur time suicide forum....