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wildflowers1996

wildflowers1996

Arcanist
Oct 14, 2023
435
I really, really just need to "turn off" for a while.
Dr prescribed me diazepam 2mg but it does nothing. I'm guessing because it's a really low dose. Thinking about getting a higher dose off the internet..
Alcohol doesn't seem to help much.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,113
It's not an advice but 2mg sounds like a really low dose. You could try taking several 2mg pills at once, or ask your doc again? Won't they prescribe you a higher dose?
 
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msesis

msesis

Member
Jun 16, 2024
76
not healthy, so not a suggestion. Loud music and cutting, when it gets really bad, lol.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

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Jun 16, 2024
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ECT does it better than anything else, but imo the ways it impacts your daily life (can't drive, can't work, short term memory goes to shit) isn't worth it
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
270
besides crying heavily, then feeling slightly less for a few days afterwards? nothing else. it's a constantly cycle.
i need something to numb the pain. tried alcohol, but it physically triggered something in my body that hasn't in a long time. it only made me feel very uncomfortable.

thought about hitting myself to redirect my mind's pain, but i don't have the energy to even smack my leg hard. need drugs, but don't know where to get them and it will cost too much most likely.
 
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BrokeN__lil’__girl

BrokeN__lil’__girl

STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!
May 10, 2023
353
Excessive crying
 
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

Member
Jul 3, 2024
18
Weed oil does the trick for me. Not getting stoned from it. Just one drop and its like a layer of silk between me and the pain, if that makes sense.
But depending on your country it might be illegal.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,178
Alcohol seems to work for me but, it makes me really tired too so, I can't have it if I need to function sensibly.
 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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I don't feel anything anymore
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,149
What feelings? I'm always numb. Chemically lobotimized by psychiatry.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
2,066
You could distracting yourself and pushing away your feelings using humour. That's what I do (and have been doing since childhood), though it's probably much healthier and better long-term to just confront them. I also SH sometimes in order to achieve that, but I don't recommend it.
 
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breakwater

Member
May 6, 2024
6
Music and sleeping, mostly. Sports on TV and some series if I feel focused enough.
 
onelastcall

onelastcall

Discord: onelastcall_
Jul 11, 2024
9
Nothing to be honest. I think if the weather was better today I would have gone to beachy head and jumped. Life just feels monotonous, I can't pick anything up to kill time.
 
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SendAndDelete

SendAndDelete

New Member
Jul 17, 2024
4
In the last week I've taken to taking 8 tablets of Paracetamol daily in the evening, (acetaminophen). It just makes me sleepy for the night and when I wake up the mellowness just sticks through the day.

I wouldn't recommend it though, side effects vary from person to person also, it requires going out and buying the damn things. Not really worth it I just have a lot extra on hand.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,305
Overeating, watching episodes from shows or movies I've already seen that I like, alcohol, playing certain games, masturbating, listening to music etc.

I'm glad they still work for me most of the time.
 
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sos

Student
Jul 22, 2024
120
In the last week I've taken to taking 8 tablets of Paracetamol daily in the evening, (acetaminophen). It just makes me sleepy for the night and when I wake up the mellowness just sticks through the day.

I wouldn't recommend it though, side effects vary from person to person also, it requires going out and buying the damn things. Not really worth it I just have a lot extra on hand.
does it really make you more sleepy than you normally would be? and how many do you take at once?
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,403
ECT does it better than anything else, but imo the ways it impacts your daily life (can't drive, can't work, short term memory goes to shit) isn't worth it
Ect ruined my life and doctors lied and said memory issues were only temporary
 
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WiltingBogStar

WiltingBogStar

Life out here isn’t that great, really.
Jul 6, 2024
18
Paracetamol helps me with the psychosomatic symptoms of depression (mainly migraines and muscle cramps) as well as just straight up sleeping it off.

When sleep isn't an option and the paracetamol isn't enough? Binge-eating on junk food or slicing my arm with razor blades are my usual go-tos.
 
AmericanMary

AmericanMary

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
548
DRUGSSSS.
Weed and benzos allll day.

Flubrotizolam Has been my recent thing<3

(Drugs are bad & this is a rly dangerous path to go down jf you haven't already. 2/10 would not reccomend touching benzos without a script)
 
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Endless_suffering

Endless_suffering

EVERYTHING IS F@CK3D
Jul 12, 2024
169
Burning myself. Cutting myself. Angry music. All not therapeutic but work for me, since u asked
 
NotOurFriend

NotOurFriend

Member
Jan 9, 2024
10
For me its alcohol, because I am always drunk, I somtimes dont have any feelings.
Sorry to hear that doesnt help you.
 
Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"Life's a mirror, but 'whose' mirror?"
Mar 23, 2023
782
I don't usually try to numb my feelings- they may be rather uncomfortable sometimes, so I try to soothe and reason with them. I could take a walk outside, or try get in a peaceful and safe environment where I can chill and express myself, and then treat myself to something nice like food, etc.
 
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juna

Exhausted of this existence...
Mar 4, 2024
162
Crying excessively. Ordering comfort food takeout like pizza and brownies. And trying to watch something on tv. Browsing this site and hoping to die soon.
 
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SendAndDelete

SendAndDelete

New Member
Jul 17, 2024
4
does it really make you more sleepy than you normally would be? and how many do you take at once?
It certainly does make me more sleepy than normal, the first time I did it I couldn't stay awake. I slept from 18:00 to 07:30 completely different from my usual sleep times. But like I said, the sleepiness is a side effect and side effects vary it may not do the same for you. I always take all 8 at once.
 

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