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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
- 4,993
To be honest my parents were horrible. The best thing I did was trying to forget most of the things they taught me after my psychosis. They were extremely toxic. Ignorant as fuck. Maybe my interest into politics emerged due to them. But their politcial stances were rubbish. My dad always read the worst yellow press in the country. I still have to listen to his bullshit takes.
My mom told me my dad only would be lazy not depressed. I tried to become a responsible citizen but I am way too fragile due to the abuse. I am a wreck.
Maybe a positive thing was drugs can cause huge damage. In case I took drugs I would have now even more problems. And I would blame myself for getting iil. So instead I can fully blame the abuse of my parents.
I cannot really say much positive. Not about financials, values, education etc. The only thing is they were kind of an example how not to do it. My mom is kind of eager. And I am disciplined. But due to the abuse all the positive things became too extreme. My relation to for example education or food is so toxic.
My mom told me my dad only would be lazy not depressed. I tried to become a responsible citizen but I am way too fragile due to the abuse. I am a wreck.
Maybe a positive thing was drugs can cause huge damage. In case I took drugs I would have now even more problems. And I would blame myself for getting iil. So instead I can fully blame the abuse of my parents.
I cannot really say much positive. Not about financials, values, education etc. The only thing is they were kind of an example how not to do it. My mom is kind of eager. And I am disciplined. But due to the abuse all the positive things became too extreme. My relation to for example education or food is so toxic.