enditplz
Student
- Jan 24, 2023
- 174
I have no friends or family (that I talk to). When I ctb, it'll be in my home and will probably take a few years before anyone finds me once autopay on my mortgage over withdraws. In these cases, what will they do with my body? Will they try to contact a relative? My abusive mom will still probably be alive, but I cut her off 15 years ago and I know she'll take some sick satisfaction in knowing I'm dead just like how she'd smile and laugh while beating the living shit out of me as a kid. Just the thought that she'll be the one contacted and to be the one to decide what happens to my body makes me want to hang on til she's in the ground.