Venting what happened to me?

[saliva65]

i wonder.. i used to be a happy, boyish cool girl.. who got along with all her classmates and looked foward to every new day... now... it all started with small hallucinations like seeing things on the corner of my eyes.. and it escalated so quickly i dont even remember what happened after that.... i want to go back in time... at least, let me be happy a few more hours, please, god... i want myself back, i want daisy back... i dont want to continue living.. i dont want to see how the future will be... im scared, and i only can hope... terminal dehydeation..? yes please thank you!... i'll se you soon.. :,)

 

[Forever Sleep]

That sounds horrible. I'm sorry. Have you tried to get any advice on why they started and, can you get any treatment to stop them?

 

[saliva65]

i do take meds but sadly depression is a side effect of them.. thanks for your support :,)