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Meatballhead
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- Feb 21, 2024
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There's all these things about prevention and anti gun. Its oddly specific meanwhile.entire generations of men and boys just got handed guns like toothpicks.But I cant get one the right or wrong way. Or die by accident. Why? Like how is it their choice to force me to stay alive and what is so desperately motivating to where they wont let it go but I can be all old and nasty in a nursing with no teeth and die. I cant even choose how I die but there's this lie that life is a choice? Like its just dragging on so bad. It just wont end. And then people pretend I get something out of it. How long? Its always a new excuse and some moron with their shit eating grin pretending like I asked to exist. Again no gun, no one will kill me.or.let.me.do it myself . I could probably be sloppy but I dont want to survive. It gets worse.but i dont want to make it worse failing yet again. Ive failed a lot. Trains are so loud and I cant drink then run to a train in that order. Not finding something to jump off of either. But the same exact crop just keeps happening no matter where I go or what I do. Its like everyone e has the exact same so called personality. Its actually creepy they literally say the exact same things. Why do others get to die while Im forced to "live"why do others get shot ,have accidents etc but not me? Why do others succeed suicide but not me?