What does your living situation look like?

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

Just curious as to how your living situations intertwine with your methods. Feel free to talk below about how it impacted/continues to impact you.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I still live with my mom. I wish I lived on my own but I don't have a job and rent is expensive where I live. Along with that, I'm not a very responsible person, so maybe this is for the best. I would like to move out eventually.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I live with my immediate family as I'm living with both of my parents and my younger brother. Unfortunately I'd say that they're the main reason as to why I'm alive. Not because I care about the impact that my death would cause to them (because I'm hurting too much to care about that plus death is inevitable anyway meaning grief is inevitable) but because I can't order SN or do most suicide methods due to my parents being overprotective. The only way I can see myself getting a ctb attempt is by getting my parents to disown me and then drowning in a random river/lake and hoping that no pro lifers will "save" me. I can't run away at night either and it'd have to be via getting disowned as my mum is an incredibly light sleeper and would hear me trying to escape at night so she'd immediately call the police to find me.

If it wasn't for that, I honestly would have ordered SN, tried to get all of the other drugs related to it and attempted to kill myself already. I've endured so much mental pain to where I'm not scared of vomiting or a quicker heart rate. However, I am scared as shit to be homeless and jump into a random river

 

[dune_dweller]

I live with my elderly father who occasionally has his mentally unstable non-bio "foster kid" come over to terrorize us.

If the kid comes back full-time I will literally blow my head off or risk homelessness and rape.

 

[Redacted24]

I have a warden but that wasn't an option...

That's figuratively, she's technically my spouse but is controlling and abusive and has weaponized my kids against me. As result I'm effectively in solitary confinement.

 

[ConfusedClouds]

I live with randoms (rent a room in a house share)...

 

[Chaosire]

Just got a few years of psych wards behind me. Currently living in government housing project for homeless people, I lucky to have my own little apartment but it's all very overwhelming.

I'm pretty high on the waiting list for sheltered living to see if that's doable for me, else we're going to have to look for a psychiatric care home.
I just hope I get to move to sheltered living before my very short renting contract runs out, else it's back to couch surfing or finding a secluded place to pitch my tent.

 

[Leiot]

I have a little apartment with my cats.

 

[pariah80]

I'm essentially homeless. I live with a good friend.

 

[brokeandbroken]

Essentially homeless

 

[rec]

It wasn't on the poll, but I live in a student flat with some strangers right now. We are not friends.

 

[sadidiot0328]

I live with my mom, which Im okay with because where I live the rent is incredibly high and cost of living is just expensive in general here. I probably wont move out until I get a decent job or if I move in with a significant other/friends and we can split the rent, or if my job can cover the rent on its own.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I live with my boyfriend. Left my father's house and country when I was 24, couldn't take it anymore. I miss the cuisine and the language the most.

 

[greebo6]

I live alone in a small unpleasant flat. No one will even notice I've died for at least a couple of weeks. Sad in a way....

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

No roommate option lol?