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- Apr 10, 2020
- 300
Just a silly little thought. Being lazy and having fun all day is definitely my current comfort zone. Trying to do my work and graduate is probably out of it. However, isn't attempting suicide also out of my comfort zone? I don't have a point with this, i just can't help but giggle every time someone said to "try something new" and "go out of your comfort zone". I'm like, hey, I've never attempted suicide before though, so technically... *shrugs*
Tbh this is just me trying to find an excuse to keep being lazy. I want to tell people like hey, at least I'm alive though, what do you want more? I feel like i wouldn't be taken seriously if i don't actually try to kill myself, but maybe that's just me being too hard on myself. Anyway, lately i don't feel that depressed, but the need to die still creeps closer. I have just over a week left on this month.
Tbh this is just me trying to find an excuse to keep being lazy. I want to tell people like hey, at least I'm alive though, what do you want more? I feel like i wouldn't be taken seriously if i don't actually try to kill myself, but maybe that's just me being too hard on myself. Anyway, lately i don't feel that depressed, but the need to die still creeps closer. I have just over a week left on this month.