What does it mean for you ?

[Joe]

Right now ctb for me simply means I won't be here and fuck everyone else. May have psychologically taken a step closer to ctb - never gonna meet anyone's expectations of me, which is even more galling by the fact they all think so little of me anyway! Example of fucked up world or what???!!

 

[GeorgeEastman]

The chance to get out of the next 17 years or less of hell I have to wait until I get cancer.

 

[bigj75]

suicide is the better alternative than losing my ability to work and not be a functional member of society and ending up homeless or in jail.

 

[Dead_Inside]

It's the last bit of pride I have - I couldn't do this life like I was supposed to. I don't want to die a homeless person who everyone ignores or has forgotten -I don't want to spend all the years of my life being a failure. It's embarrassing. No one talks to me anymore because I am that person who didn't have the skill to kill myself right the first time ... should have been a funeral. Not this.
No one wanted me here to begin with so now ... I am just a literal waste of space.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

The ultimate rebellion against the cult of life.

There's also something incredibly alluring about the suicide itself - you overcome the strongest instinct that humans have, look death straight in the eyes... I feel kinda excited just thinking about it.

 

[Negative-Nancy]

The chance to get out of the next 17 years or less of hell I have to wait until I get cancer.

I have cancer,it's no joke i can tell you.

 

[Morning Angel]

Compassionate end to suffering and a low quality of life.