NerdyNihilist
Member
- Nov 27, 2019
- 28
It's been 8 years since I've given up on looking for a partner. After being rejected a few times, I decided not to exhaust myself with it anymore. Yeah, I'm a quitter, so what? I've even forgotten what it's like to be in love with somebody.
And it doesn't look like that's going to change anytime soon, either. One of the many reasons why I avoid social interaction, is because people always ask whether you're in a relationship or not. I'm horrible at lying, so I always tell them that I'm single. Just to be looked upon as a freak.
I have already spent so much time in isolation that I don't have the slightest willingness to "better myself". And even if I did, it would only be a matter of time before I fall back into my old habits. I prefer to stay in rock bottom, where it's dark and quiet.
And it doesn't look like that's going to change anytime soon, either. One of the many reasons why I avoid social interaction, is because people always ask whether you're in a relationship or not. I'm horrible at lying, so I always tell them that I'm single. Just to be looked upon as a freak.
I have already spent so much time in isolation that I don't have the slightest willingness to "better myself". And even if I did, it would only be a matter of time before I fall back into my old habits. I prefer to stay in rock bottom, where it's dark and quiet.