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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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Curious about what a body looks like after SN. I know it turns some extremities blue. Like Smurf blue? Just lips and fingers? Whole body?

Really just wanting to know how traumatizing my body would be after. Will I look like a dead Avatar?
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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The whole body turns blue / grey. It's not nice to see but that's how death works. Suicide or natural death, we'll all look like this one day and it will be traumatizing like every other death.
 
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aallsskksskk

aallsskksskk

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Mar 9, 2026
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Curious about what a body looks like after SN. I know it turns some extremities blue. Like Smurf blue? Just lips and fingers? Whole body?

Really just wanting to know how traumatizing my body would be after. Will I look like a dead Avatar?
Unfortunately while dying to become a Smurf is a legendary legacy to leave behind, no, you won't be bright blue. Most of the body looks bruised-blue, as if your last minutes were spent taking a beating from Mike Tyson.

I could go into more detail but it's needlessly gruesome for anyone reading. Instead you can go to Google Scholar and search up SN & suicide, and read any of the first results that have an available PDF. Some of the studies there even have pictures.
 
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