Discussion What do you want to do before you die?

[Nightglimmer]

My ctb date has been rolling closer and closer, however I am still trying to do all the things I ever wanted to before it. I feel like recently it has just been easier getting out of bed because I know that in a month or so none of it will matter. I could do whatever, or almost whatever, I wanted because I have a deadline. It gives me so much comfort just knowing that I need to live until then and after that I can give up. What about you guys, do you have any plans before you ctb? Do any of you have a date yet and how does it make you feel?

 

[Nobeggingformercy]

I'll probably just hug my dogs before I go. Maybe churn out some notes for the people I care about

 

[GeorgeJL]

My ctb date has been rolling closer and closer, however I am still trying to do all the things I ever wanted to before it. I feel like recently it has just been easier getting out of bed because I know that in a month or so none of it will matter. I could do whatever, or almost whatever, I wanted because I have a deadline. It gives me so much comfort just knowing that I need to live until then and after that I can give up. What about you guys, do you have any plans before you ctb? Do any of you have a date yet and how does it make you feel?

No date yet for me, but when I do go a week before I CTB I will take some psychedelics, then the day I'm going I will play my end of life spotify playlist, light some incense, candles, and meditate.

 

[Shining Angel]

Just enjoy nature as much as I possibly can, such as your avatar photo. I lived for walking and laying out under stars like that.

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

Good question actually, I think I'll be able to end it around October this year and I'll have at least a few thousand bucks left to spend on something. I thought about traveling, but not really sure where. Wish I had a friend to go on a final trip with.

 

[Walilamdzi]

There's really nothing that I have any desire to experience. I appreciate and remember the good things in my life, I have a lot of nice memories, but I am completely unenthusiastic about everything life has to offer.

 

[Oblivion]

Food, camping with friends, going to the beach with friends, watching stuff, dine at a fancy restaurent (steak and try crab cakes for the first time and try crab for the first time too)
spend alot of time with my nieces and nephews

 

[spanishguy22]

Nothing. I'll give my cat a big last hug though, might cry a bit. He's the most compassionate caring animal I've ever had and it's too bad my brain is too poisoned to be able to live with him and make him happy until his day.