On a side note, as somebody who has a total of three brothers, two of which have gone through with their final act, there is one brother who does not suffer from this beast and it pains him because he feels like he could have talked to them about it. If you go through with CTB please leave a note saying that nobody could have talked to you out of it, that there isn't anything they could have said to change your desire to pass and follow through with the act. I too am going to catch the bus within the next couple of months after I procure the gun etc and I have talked to my brother about this depression that I've suffered from for over 40 years but when I follow through I'll be sure to mention that I have appreciated my friendship or relationship with him which may or may not be the case, it's just important to do for his peace of mind so he doesn't hold himself accountable, my suicide does not reflect on our relationship or lack thereof and I don't want to paint him any further
I try to keep it secret. Using duck duck go and just burning the site down whenever I quit.
Yeah this is exactly the plan. A note to people explaining why I did what I did and that it's honestly nothing they could've done or something.
If you're referring to the quality of life of suicidal people, yeah, you're right as nobody gives a shit about that. If you're referring to how they want you alive, you're wrong as humans want suicidal people to stay alive for as long as possible for their own gain (whether that be to exploit the suicidal person via wage slavery or not wanting to deal with grief via loss of a family member). If people didn't care about suicidal people being alive or not, they wouldn't go out of their way to make death so heavily restricted
If you are suicidal for a short period of time, that's true. But if you're chronical suicidal no one gives a shit anymore. It's all "your own responsebility" (or in other words, we don't know how to help you anymore).
