Discussion What do you need to become happy again?

[Suizid]

I think no matter what happens i'm fucked for life because my parents did a really bad job and should never have made me. The bullying in school and then later at work Made me hate people and not able to trust anyone.

I guess i would be content if i did find a group of friends or atleast one good friend. If i have to work a job i'll always be miserable so if i become a successfull youtuber or just rich so i can be able to travel All the time that would be nice. I also want to live close to nature in a town with a small population maybe like north Skandinavia. With alot of wildlife.

 

[yesi]

Real

 

[Quietist]

Money and independence.

 

[FoxSauce]

I wish I knew.

 

[darksouls]

I was never happy

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm not sure it exists for me either. I actually worked really hard to get what I thought I'd be content with- having a freelance creative career. But, I just think there are negatives to everything.

I suppose, the same as you- to have money. To live somewhere surrounded by beautiful nature would be a dream but then- maybe I'd eventually get bored if there wasn't a need to work.

Sometimes, when I get lost in a really good video game for a few days- when I don't have work- I think- I could live like this. I could be a happy NEET. But then- could I really? Is it just the contrast? How many really good and absorbing games are there out there anyway? How long before I'd be bored again?

I suppose more balance would help. My job is very all or nothing. And, during the 'nothing' phases, I'm too stressed about not having work to really relax. So- I'm pretty much constantly worried on some level. It would be good to be free of that. I'm a little more mentally disciplined now. Although, it's probably that I don't care as much. I think life will always have that worry to it though. It just seems so much nicer to think about being free of it all! Death seems simpler.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I'd never be happy with being burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, existence to me is the problem and is an abomination and I find it deeply undesirable to exist in every way possible, it's so unbearable to me how a human can be conscious in this existence for decades longer just to face the torture and agony of old age, for me only non-existence is positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace, I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything.

 

[martyrdom]

Nothing possible

 

[MissAbyss]

A healthy brain.

 

[OOUUneverover]

If the world became perfect. If there was no more suffering. Even still, I would kill myself. I am too evil to be allowed to continue living. It is over for me, and that's okay.