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Laststop

Laststop

Experienced
Jul 9, 2019
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Last night I had a bad dream. Living in a city with a lot of homeless around, one of my fears has always been that I could someday end up that way. Now, living off of the little saving I have, with no job, and no energy to keep trying, the money will run out in time. Last night I had a dream I was out with the homeless people. I had a bed-roll, and we were camped near the side of a real pizza place near me. Funny, because there isn't a spot of wooded area next to it where we were in my dream. But you know how dreams are? Anyway, I went to pack up and move along, and tried to roll up my bed-roll. I was fumbling with the string around it, when all of a sudden the son of my friend, who had just killed himself a short while back (in real life), helped me get the bed-roll tied up. It's odd, because I've never had him in a dream before. He's one of a few people I've known to kill himself. By hanging himself in his room. His mother found him...terrible :( His father, uncle, him, and myself would car pool, all of us working at the same place. He and I would sit together in the back. Nice kid. Really respectful and soft hearted. Unuseual in this day and age. I wonder what my mind was trying to tell me?
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
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I think it is your minds inter tangled thoughts and fears with regards to becoming homeless and feeling suicidal at the same time.
When we feel stressed and anxious , we are often unable to switch off even when we sleep.
The mind often tries make sense of the world and our overwhelming emotions and our response to them through our dreams.
Some dreams may hold answers and insight but others just need to be taken with a pinch of salt.
 
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