Venting What do you do to cope

[eleanorhere]

Using alcohol to cope might try self harming next. What do you do to get through this awful life? I just daydream most of the time and don't want to wake up. I can't even sleep at night and I'm waking up late in the afternoon because im always stressed and it don't go away. I can't function or have a life like others. And I really don't like this world and I'm always alone so I might try self harming and drinking more. What do you do to get through the day?

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Rdr2, smoke, rdr2, smoke, drop out of stressful education/job, rdr2, smoke, other game, smoke, gaming, jerk off, gaming.

 

[foreverlikethestars]

Ciggerettes and self harm. Sometimes using the former as the latter

 

[BottomlessPit]

I always liked my suffering raw, no drugs whatsoever.
I just distract myself with the internet and daydreams.

Rdr2

Based.

 

[idiot_dad]

Exercise, I also listen to a lot of podcasts to help me from feeling lonely. I used to drink, but I'm cutting back on that now. I do still smoke weed pretty regularly in the evening, that helps with invasive thoughts.

 

[FuneralCry]

I try to sleep as much as possible. I just spend most of my time overthinking everything. There is nothing that I enjoy, I just try to distract myself to pass the time. I try to watch the TV but I lose interest and I struggle to concentrate. My life is very repetitive and empty. There is no point really. I cannot do it for decades.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Drink alcohol but even this doesn't help much as it's difficult to numb myself.

 

[WFJ74]

Drink heavily. I'm up to two 1.75L and one .75L bottle a week now.

 

[Amalur]

As the other here, just alcohol and video games. But they only can do so much.

 

[FutureNoomp]

Sex.

 

[Outandproud]

Sex.

Kinky stuff?
Here.. drinking alone and watch Netflix, smoke, pills, sleeping, casual sex, hanging with my cats

 

[ClownMe]

Lately ive been trying to get back into building stuff on Minecraft, it used to calm me way back but in recent months I simply couldn't bare to play it because I just see everything as mundane and pointless.

 

[Hurt]

Exercise, movies and music.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I wish I could drink alcohol, but I'll just die slower when it's time to drink N, can't risk that. Can't take benzos cause of this either. Painkillers are temporary, then it's back to shit reality again, and I'm about to run out. Weed doesn't help, I'm still depressed out of my mind and suicidal. Honestly, watching gore videos lately have been the only thing helping. It probably has to do with seeing people having it way worse than me. Other than that nothing helps.

 

[arie]

Tried alcohol and drugs but didn't really work for me. Mostly music, video entertainment and sometimes going out with friends nowadays but the only thing that really works is planning my ctb. That's not really coping I realize, more like embracing it

 

[Meretlein]

Listening to music, reading, and endlessly procrastinating my suicide.

 

[watereyes]

used to love drinking, but my body decided to become intolerant to alxohol. now i smoke but i have to stop because it fucks hrt up. i do benzos sometimes. and i like to play around with obsolete tech.

 

[MeltedJello]

Sanctioned suicide, memes, SH(cutting), music, playing guitar, videogames, youtube, porn, sleep.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

I don't. I used to, but literally NOTHING brings me ANY enjoyment anymore. Hell, I have to force myself to eat even if I haven't eaten all day because even if my stomach is growling and I feel hungry, as soon as I start to eat anything, mind says, "No, stop. I don't want this right now". This is me with anything in life.

 

[Blowba]

i used to smoke cigarettes to cope but then i have stopped now I just sleep/nap

 

[exhausteduntreatable]

Using alcohol to cope might try self harming next. What do you do to get through this awful life? I just daydream most of the time and don't want to wake up. I can't even sleep at night and I'm waking up late in the afternoon because im always stressed and it don't go away. I can't function or have a life like others. And I really don't like this world and I'm always alone so I might try self harming and drinking more. What do you do to get through the day?

Weed has no impact on me, sadly. Afraid of alcohol. Self harm via bludgeoning myself is pretty good. All I want to do is sleep but I'm a chronic insomniac. I stay in bed as much as possible until I have to go to the hell that is work. I go to grocery stores and wander around to torture myself sometimes. Weird masochistic thing. Same thing with looking at menus online. I used to completely absorb myself in books but my attention span is shot so now I have nothing. Currently researching assisted suicide in Belgium and the Netherlands. Trying to obtain nembutal, very difficult. Daydreaming about throwing myself off of one of the bridges in the city.

 

[arainydancer]

I was unknowingly harming myself back when I was younger to cope with my anger. I would throw punches against the concrete wall to bruise my knuckles and that satisfied me a little, but there's only so many I could do before my body was telling me to stop because it was hurting so much, plus people was hearing it and calling attention to it. I just cut myself now, a lot more discreet besides all the blood stains I was leaving, but all of my shirts are thankfully dark in color. Other things I do is just play video games, or write.