calavera

calavera

Member
Dec 11, 2019
13
Do any of you have severe FOMO like me that makes weekens insufferable? I maybe go to meet my only friend, get drunk alone, sleep or make plans for suicide.
 
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999888

999888

Experienced
Sep 10, 2019
230
I stay at home all day playing games, practically every day I do this.
 
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Weakling666

Weakling666

Night Breed
Dec 9, 2019
61
Weekends used to be drinking and laughing with friends or family.

Now, I sit here and browse forums wishing I had people to talk to.

Also, can relate to FOMO, I don't even use social media partly because of it.
 
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a_strange_day

Arcanist
Jul 16, 2019
461
Nothing. Weekends are no different than weekdays for me. Anyway pure JOMO here so I don't give a....
 
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Rushon

Rushon

Member
Dec 12, 2019
51
I used to go to a lot of college football games, tailgate for hours. Now weekends mean nothing.
 
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mouseteeth

Member
Dec 2, 2019
65
Sit in front of the computer, alone, not interacting with anyone. Same as always. I have no one.
 
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cherub

cherub

Fvcking Loser
Jan 27, 2019
147
Work.
 
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NoFOMO

NoFOMO

Member
Dec 9, 2019
15
I brood and make myself feel worse.
 
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DevilInHell667

DevilInHell667

Member
Dec 6, 2019
73
Gaming, watching movies and boring myself
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
when in good mental state:
study philosophy or read in general
cook and run, relax in hammock
meet friends sometimes
lie in bathtub until skin starts disintegrating

when in bad mental state:
eat too much
pace around all day but never actually get anything done (I don't even have things to get done)
stare into the distance, ruminate
compulsively follow certain 'patterns'

at worst:
become catatonic
last refuge fetal position hours on end on bathroom floor

Edit: oh yes, and work lol but I got laid off and won't look for work until decision has been made ( have a little cash saved up )
 
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Edward1

Edward1

Meh!
Sep 18, 2019
267
Piano
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
Horseback riding
 
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Taki

Taki

Specialist
Jul 30, 2019
319
Avoid people.
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
I feel too depressed to socialise and have been isolating myself for 1 week now, in all honesty everything I do is making sure that everything is planned very well before I try to ctb again besides lying in bed and eating food lmao
 
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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

If you see me active on here...its gotten worse...
Nov 12, 2019
265
Lay around all day and then later on when its night complain how I wasted the day and feel guilty.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
Rare occurrence if I do manage to do something with my weekends. Maybe hang out with my dad seeing a movie or something. Wish I could hang out with my best friend like I used to but too many factors now make it pretty much impossible.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Stay home playing video games, listening to music and browsing this forum, no different from weekdays.
 
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calavera

calavera

Member
Dec 11, 2019
13
when in good mental state:
study philosophy or read in general
cook and run, relax in hammock
meet friends sometimes
lie in bathtub until skin starts disintegrating

when in bad mental state:
eat too much
pace around all day but never actually get anything done (I don't even have things to get done)
stare into the distance, ruminate
compulsively follow certain 'patterns'

at worst:
become catatonic
last refuge fetal position hours on end on bathroom floor

Edit: oh yes, and work lol but I got laid off and won't look for work until decision has been made ( have a little cash saved up )
oh I used to love studying and was able to spend all my free time with spanish dictionary or encyclopedia in my hands, but now that I made up my mind.. Studying just makes me feel obligated to live on and use my knowledge.
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
605
clean the house
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I lie in bed, browse the internet and cry myself to sleep.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Same thing I do everyday... Wake up and get my cup of coffee, get on the computer and I'll stay on it all day until I become so exhausted that I have no choice, but to go to bed. So I pretty much just watch YouTube videos, documentaries, listen to music, browse this forum, and play video games all day everyday.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Listen to music, talk to friends and think about how much I want to ctb
 
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IWIKAW

Member
Dec 4, 2019
12
drink my face off and hopefully get sleep
 
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peacefully31425

peacefully31425

Dirtbag
Aug 28, 2018
162
The weekend is like most days. Mostly forgettable.
The weekend is like most days. Mostly forgettable.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
I lay about waiting to die.
it's not that different from weekdays.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Same thing I do everyday... Wake up and get my cup of coffee, get on the computer and I'll stay on it all day until I become so exhausted that I have no choice, but to go to bed. So I pretty much just watch YouTube videos, documentaries, listen to music, browse this forum, and play video games all day everyday.

That's the life honestly. I'd do the same if I wasn't forced to assimilate into wage slavery.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
That's the life honestly. I'd do the same if I wasn't forced to assimilate into wage slavery.
I wish it was the life... I'm stuck in an abusive / toxic environment that all I do is stay in my room to avoid it. I live in constant fear and go to great lengths to avoid my abuser. It was so bad to the point I'd pee in cups to avoid him as he'd always pace back and forth when I was using the bathroom and later throw them out. I don't have a shower, all I have is a sink, but luckily I have a toilet now. I'm on disability and live on food stamps due to my severe mental illnesses. I can't leave the house before texting my mother asking her if it's safe to go out. I have stayed outside in cold weather until my mom texts me letting me know it's safe to go back in. I can't order food without my family starting shit... Recently the delivery person bailed due to being so afraid because my family was yelling over it. The company actually called me saying how the person delivering it was afraid and could they just drop the food outside. My abuser threatened to eat my food despite the fact I bought it with my OWN money. It wasn't until I got on disability that I was able to afford anything. I was wearing clothes I had since I was 14 years old until then. Like, I had nothing. And I still don't, but at least there's some wiggle room. Definitely not a good life.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I wish it was the life... I'm stuck in an abusive / toxic environment that all I do is stay in my room to avoid it. I live in constant fear and go to great lengths to avoid my abuser. It was so bad to the point I'd pee in cups to avoid him as he'd always pace back and forth when I was using the bathroom and later throw them out. I don't have a shower, all I have is a sink, but luckily I have a toilet now. I'm on disability and live on food stamps due to my severe mental illnesses. I can't leave the house before texting my mother asking her if it's safe to go out. I have stayed outside in cold weather until my mom texts me letting me know it's safe to go back in. I can't order food without my family starting shit... Recently the delivery person bailed due to being so afraid because my family was yelling over it. The company actually called me saying how the person delivering it was afraid and could they just drop the food outside. My abuser threatened to eat my food despite the fact I bought it with my OWN money. It wasn't until I got on disability that I was able to afford anything. I was wearing clothes I had since I was 14 years old until then. Like, I had nothing. And I still don't, but at least there's some wiggle room. Definitely not a good life.

Doesn't sound like it. I'm terribly sorry, that's a crazy situation to be in for sure. My sympathies and condolences.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Lay around all day and then later on when its night complain how I wasted the day and feel guilty.
Why do we do this? I do this sometimes, it can get out of hand very quickly multiple days in a row.
 
almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
616
When I manage to get a night off by myself... I drink wine by myself and try to float away. I watch my favorite show, and sometimes after I read poetry or try to write. I really need to get back into painting.
 
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