What do You Do Before You Die?

[WeirdTheaterKid02]

So, I plan on CTB this week. I don't have an exact date planned out but I have everything else planned. Im thinking maybe Tuesday or Wednesday. Not sure though. But im just wondering how I should be feeling right now.

I have a lot of conflicting thoughts. Is it normal to feel like I might regret it. I do believe in an afterlife or something. Not really sure but hopefully something Yknow. I want to make sure I get all my ducks in a row before. So if anyone can maybe list some things for me to make sure of before hand that would be amazing

 

[jodes2]

Talk to people and say things that need to be said in person rather than a suicide note

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that personally talking to people about it would just make things worse, others could potentially interfere with ctb plans, and after all we live in a world where so many people don't respect the right to die. I would see it as better to write notes, but whether to write a note is a personal thing.

 

[WeirdTheaterKid02]

I think that personally talking to people about it would just make things worse, others could potentially interfere with ctb plans, and after all we live in a world where so many people don't respect the right to die. I would see it as better to write notes, but whether to write a note is a personal thing.

Ive actually written a note. And revised it many times. I value diction a lot so I know that what I've said is good. I can't decide if I want to treat everyone like shit so they're less mad when I go. Or if i want to tell people how much they mean to me. I can't figure out what would be better for them. Ive always wanted to make sure I make people happy so I wanna hurt people as little as possible.

 

[hamvil]

I honestly think that it does not really matter. I think we had enough pain in this life and we should be allowed to move on and just disappear, you will be dead and the last actions will not matter anymore. At least this is how I feel. I know my wife will get my assets and she will be fine and that is enough for me.

 

[cowie]

Maybe take a walk by some of your favorite places or have your favorite meal one last time if possible. I know these are small things but it will help to savor the variety of life in your last days and you won't feel rushed. At least that's my plan.

 

[whywhywhy]

Ive actually written a note. And revised it many times. I value diction a lot so I know that what I've said is good. I can't decide if I want to treat everyone like shit so they're less mad when I go. Or if i want to tell people how much they mean to me. I can't figure out what would be better for them. Ive always wanted to make sure I make people happy so I wanna hurt people as little as possible.

Honestly, Ive thought the same. In the end it depends on the person who is gonna read it. People that love you deeply will feel guilty either way so my opinion is to be sincere and try to make them understand you. Being mean to them will probably remind them to feel guilty.

My personal opinion is that I would consider extremely insulting if they thought they could do something about it because that would mean my decision hadnt been heavily meditated over years.

For the rest of the people it really doesnt matter.